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Baekhyun X Insecure!Reader

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I tried listening to Baekhyun's song Beautiful while writing this, but this is the first time I ever tried something of the sort, so please be patient.

Baekhyun X Insecure!Reader

I still don't get what he sees in me....This whole relationship started with him....

*Flashback*

It is a warm spring morning, but you were having an awful day. The bullies in your school kept calling you ugly fat disgusting. The list of insults would go on. You never were really secure about your outward appearance and ever since you started going to that school, it just got worse. You would look in the mirror and find a new imperfection ever day. You were tempted to just wear a mask or a helmet, so that you didn't need to see your face. But you just settled on having your bangs cover most of your face. You would always walk with your head hung low and tried not to be noticed.
You couldn't hold it in anymore, so that morning you decided to simply skip school and take a walk. You're dressed in a mid-length beige dress with beautiful lace on the long sleeves and embroidery across the front, but you still didn't feel beautiful.
You are sitting under a apricot tree and its blossoms keep falling down around you. You don't even notice how silent tears begin falling down your cheeks. You don't wail or cry your eyes out, but simply let the tears fall and your eyes to stare off somewhere.
Then, out of nowhere, a young handsome boy comes up to you.
"Are you okay?"
You turn towards him still in a daze and he gets a better look at your face and his eyes widen. You quickly come back to your senses and drop your gaze, covering your face and scramble to get up and run away, but he swiftly grabs your hand. You squeeze your eyes shut, waiting for him to say something, but you don't expect his next words.
"You're beautiful."
You are shocked and turn around slightly. He gets up and comes a bit closer to you. Hesitantly, he moves your hair behind your ears and gently wipes away your tears. He steps back a bit to get a better look at your face and smiles. You aren't used to having your face exposed, so you hide it in your hands and stare at him from in between your fingers. You looks at you a bit confused and carefully removes your hands.
"You don't believe me?"
You silently look down.
"But you are."
You lift your head and look at him and you don't see any sarcasm or deceit in his gaze.
"Let me prove it to you."
The whole situation seems so bizarre and unrealistic, but before you can tell your body not to, you are nodding your head and looking up at him. He smiles and you are once again reminded how handsome this stranger was.
"Baekhyun."
"(Name)."

*End flashback*

We became friends after that and I began to slowly fall for him. After some time he asked me to be his girlfriend. I did not hesitate to say yes, but I can't help but ask myself why he chose me. I later found out he was from a Kpop group called EXO and he is very famous. He is surrounded by beautiful idols and models and I am sure he could find someone prettier than me, but he didn't. Why?

Your thoughts keep you occupied and before you know it, you fall asleep on your living room couch.
He returns very late and finds you fast asleep curled up in a ball. He smiles and picks you up. You wrap your arms around his neck in your sleep and he can smell your familiar scent. It was a soft scent that he could never get enough of. He lays you down on the bed and covers you gently. He goes to take a quick shower.
When he returns you are sitting in your pajamas and waiting for him with a far-away look in your eyes.
He knows what you are thinking about and it brings a slight frown to his face. He crawls on the bed and moves closer to you, looking at you with a small proximity between the two of you.
You snap out of your daze and your eyes light up. You quickly move to hug him and he leaves quick kisses all over your face, forcing you to let out a few giggles. Your smile makes his heart swell and he understands how much he missed you. When you tell him that you missed him to and that you are happy to see him, he can't help but hug you tight and nuzzle into your neck to express how happy you just made him.
He then remembers your face a few moments ago.
He takes your face in his hands and looks you in the eyes.
"You're beautiful."
You wince and look down. He can see that you still don't believe him, that you still don't see all of the beauty that he sees. He knows what you were just thinking about because this wasn't the first time. But he never really knew how to confront it, except for telling you how much he loved you. To him, you were perfect.
"What can I do to prove it to you?"
You still didn't look up at him. He brings you into his embrace and brushes his lips over your cheeks, eyelids, forehead and reaches your lips, giving you a long meaningful kiss. His loving gesture forces silent tears out of your eyes and he is there to kiss them away. He rocks you gently, carefully drawing imaginary patterns on your bare back. You cuddle up to him and lift your head up for him to kiss your forehead, to which he happily obliges by pressing his lips to your cool forehead.
"(Name), to me your smile, your eyes, your hair, everything about you is perfect in my eyes. I want you to see that. Please promise me you won't doubt me ever again when I say you are beautiful."
"Baekhyun-"
"Please, (Name). I know you want to ask me why I don't pick one of the idols or models, but the answer is simple. I don't want them, I want only you. I don't love them, I love only you. I don't need them, I need only you."
You see his sincerity and smile up at him.
"You are beautiful, (Name)."
This time you don't look away, you simply touch your foreheads together.
"I love you too, Baekhyun."