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Jealous! Insecure!Suga X Reader

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Jealous! Insecure!Suga X Reader

I wonder what is wrong with Yoongi. Yesterday evening was Jin's birthday and we were at his party together. I was talking to Jin for quite a big part of the evening with Yoongi, but at some point he just disappeared. It is pretty late at night right now and I need to get home and see him. He told the other guys that he wasn't feeling well, but why didn't he tell me? I was literally right next to him, but he didn't bother to tell me. I was so worried, I am still worried! I am almost home.

You enter the house quietly, in case he might be sleeping. But when you pass the living room, he is sitting on the couch with a hurt expression on his face. He is looking off into space and hasn't noticed your presence yet. You come up to him and he turns away from you.

Did I do something to upset him? Did I offend him? Maybe something happened at the party....

"Yoongi-oppa? What happened?"

He turns towards you and takes a long hard look at you. He seems surprised that you would even ask that, as if you already know what's wrong. He stands up and walks to your bedroom, not even bothering to close the door behind himself. You stand in the middle of your living room, trying to understand what is bothering your beloved boyfriend so much. You quickly take off your coat and shoes and make your way to your shared bedroom. Yoongi is lying down on his stomach and from his steady breathing you think he is sleeping. You change and carefully slip under the covers next to him. Unconsciously he moves closer to you, seeking your warmth and nuzzles into your side. You smile at him and gently stroke his hair. Even in his sleep he seems concerned and his forehead is creased. You touch his forehead with yours and at the contact he relaxes a bit. You smile and decide that any worries can wait till tomorrow, so you close your eyes and listen to Yoongi's breathing, which lulls you to sleep.

You wake up with a jolt and open your eyes to see that it is still dark outside. You turn around and see Yoongi lying on his back. You reach out and move away some hair that fell into his eyes, thinking that he is asleep, but he opens his eyes and lightly grabs your hand. He turns his head slightly so that he is staring directly at you and you see it again.

Hurt.

Am I the reason is is hurting?

"Yoongi-oppa, what is wrong? Please, tell me."
"(Name), you know I don't like it when you spend too much time around other guys, right?"
"I guess so...."
"Why do you think that is?"
"I don't know. You are jealous and you want me to yourself?"
"Of course. You asked me what's wrong, but you didn't pay attention to me at all when we were at Jin's party. You were to busy having fun with him...."
"Yoongi, is this whole thing because you are jealous?"
"(Name), I respect my hyung very much, but I can't help but feel anxious when you are around him."
"Why, Oppa?"
"(Name), you are an amazing person and a very kind soul, not to mention beautiful. Any guy would be lucky to have you for himself. Jin is a very charming handsome guy and romantic as well. I can't help but feel like he...will take you away from me........."

He turns away from you and lets out a deep sigh.

"Honestly, most of the time I think you would be happier with someone else."

"Oppa! No! I don't want anyone else. Romance isn't just dinners at expensive restaurants or grand gestures. To me, spending a quiet Sunday with you or receiving a small gift is much more meaningful and personal and I love everything about it. I am happy because I am with you and that's all I ask for."

Your words seem to give him a bit of reassurance and confidence. He moves closer to you and possessively wraps his arms around your waist.

"Thank you, (Name). But you have no idea how I felt when my girlfriend is standing a few feet away from me and yet still there are men ogling her like a piece of meat. I felt like kissing you right then and there to let them know you are mine and they shouldn't be looking at you like that."

He buries his face in the crook of your neck and lets out a low growl. You let out a short giggle and tangle your fingers in his hair, marveling at how soft it is. He turns his head a bit to get a better look at you. He carefully traces your jawline, slowly going down to your neck and then to your collarbone. The skin beneath his fingertips is so soft. He kisses your shoulder and moves a bit so that he can have better access to the smooth skin of your neck. He leaves kisses all over your face and goes lower, leaving love bites in a few places to let everyone know you are his. You squirm a bit underneath him and he lets out a low chuckle. He leaves a passionate kiss on your lips and lies down next to you. You smile and snuggle into his side. You once again feel his possessive embrace around you and you can't help but let out a content sigh. You feel his breath near your ear.

"I am glad to know that no matter how much they stare at you against my wishes, I am the only one who gets to hold you and kiss you like this. Saranghae, (Name)."

"Nadul saranghae, Oppa."

You close your eyes and slowly fall asleep, feeling Yoongi leave a few lazy kisses on your face before sleep claims him as well.