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Mark Tuan X Anorexic!Reader

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Mark Tuan X Anorexic!Reader

What day is it? What time is it? I think it's about 9. Yup, it is 9 p.m.
At first, when I started this whole diet plan, I felt so hungry, but now, I don't really want anything anymore. I just drink water. I don't think this is healthy, but I don't care. I am fat and I need to lose weight. Why? That is a very long and pathetic story. Well, at least I think so.
Me and Oppa met many years ago. Our moms were really good friends, so we became friends very quickly as well. He is a very friendly person, very fun and we became even more than friends, he considers me as his little sister. He takes care of me and treats me very well, but he doesn't see me as anything more than a sibling. That is my problem. I realized, that I fell in love with Oppa. Who is this person I am talking about?
Mark Tuan. Yes, GOT7's Mark Tuan.
I fell for him, but I can't confess until I become skinny and pretty enough for him. He is always surrounded by beautiful girls, and I am just so...plain and....fat. I haven't been eating properly, because the diet plan insists that I eat very little. But because of that I feel very weak, so I skipped the last few days of school and now we are on vacation. I haven't seen Oppa in a few days. He called me, but I decided not to pick up. I might worry him, because I sound very weak. Oppa has always been very attentive when it comes to me, so he can notice even the smallest changes in my mood, like when I am upset or sad. He knows how to make me laugh.
*ring* *ring*
Caller ID: Mark-oppa

Again? This is the eighth time he has called me today, maybe I should answer him or he might think I died.
"Hello, Op-"
"(Name), what in the world happened to you?!"
"W-What do you mean, O-Oppa?"
"I called you so many times! I asked your other friends and they said that you had called them and told them you were sick! Why didn't you tell me?! I have been worried sick!"
"I-I am alright, O-Oppa. When I get b-better we can meet up and h-hang out, okay?"
"No! I want to see you and make sure you are alright. You sound very weak and I want to ask you to your face why you didn't tell me."
"B-But you m-might get sick!"
"I don't care. See you soon, baby sis."
Ha, for a second there I thought he really was worried about me as a friend...or more. But he called me baby sis...
And just like that all of my dreams just went the drain. This is extremely unreasonable, but I will do it anyway. I won't let Mark-oppa in. I don't want him to see me so weak. The diet said that I will feel better after I loose the needed amount of weight. I am sure he can wait till then...
I will just lock the door.
You stumble down the stairs and quickly lock the door. You don't have the strength to go back up, so you just rest on your living room couch.
*knock knock*
"I know you are there, (Name)."
"...."
"(Name)!"
I can't listen to this. I am going back upstairs.
With some difficulty you climb up the stairs and fall onto your bed, not even bothering to cover yourself with a blanket.
You wake up some time later to find you are covered with a blanket. You feel the presence of someone behind you. When you turn around, you come face to face with Mark, who is next to you on the bed, looking at you with a very serious expression. You jump up and move away, eyes downcast and bottom lip quivering. Mark sees your terrified face and his eyes soften. He sits upright and slowly comes closer, with his hand outstretched. He touches your face lightly and wipes away the tears, that you didn't know were spilling out of your eyes. At this point, he is ridden with guilt and his eyes portray that very well. He swiftly pulls you close. The two of you sit like that for what seems to you like ages, with your head buried in his chest and him stroking your head gently and whispering sweet nothings into your ear. After you calm down and look at his face, you notice he is looking at something on your desk. You follow his line of sight and your eyes land on you diet plan. You immediately tense and cast your eyes down, so that he can't see the fresh batch of tears flowing down your cheeks. When he sees this, he tenses and pulls you into a tight hug.
"Is that yours?"
His voice is calm, but with a steely edge to it. You start to cry even harder. You don't understand why, but his reaction to the whole situation and the creeping realization of what you're doing to yourself makes your tears spill down your cheeks.
He tenses and lets go of you. Mark slips to the floor and punches the hard wood. The sound startles you and you quickly crawl over to him. His knuckles are red and bruised. You don't know what to say so you simply hold his hand close and kiss his knuckles.
He is shocked by your gesture, but doesn't do anything to stop you. Once he gets over the shock, he sits directly in front of you on the floor and looks up at with eyes filled with sorrow.
"Why, (Name)?"
You look away.
"W-Why w-what, O-Oppa? I-I d-don't know w-what you are t-talking a-about."
"Don't lie to me, (Name)!"
His voice cracks and you see tears running down his cheeks.
"It is my fault, that I didn't notice what you were doing and didn't stop you, but why? I just want to know why!"
"It is not your fault, Mark!"
His eyes widen when you don't use any honorifics.
"Then what made you do this, Name?! You are weak and sick, you weigh hardly anything! When I hugged you in my arms, I realized that I have never ever held anything so fragile. Anybody can see that that diet plan will make you anorexic, it will kill you!"
"I know! But...I wanted to look pretty...for you."
"What? Why?"
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! You are always surrounded by beautiful, thin girls, while I am ugly and fat. We have known each other for a long time, but haven't looked at me even once. To you I was always your baby sis. I wanted to become beautiful for you, so that would noti-mmmm"
Mark is kissing me?!
The kiss lasts for only a few seconds, but you can feel the strong emotions that he wants to express through it.
He breaks the kiss and you sit there in a daze, not completely back to reality yet.
"I have always loved you."
You quickly look into his eyes and see him looking at you with a soft look in his eyes.
"I couldn't tell you, because I always thought that to you I was simply your brother. I understood that I shouldn't overstep my boundaries, so I stayed by your side and comforted and cared for you the best I could. At least I knew you were happy and safe."
After his confession, a single tear of joy escapes your eye and he gently kisses your eyelids. You giggle and hug him, nuzzling your head into his neck. You can now feel his lips leaving light kisses in your hair.
"You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. To me, you are perfect. I want to to start eating normally again and stop worrying about such silly things, Okay? For oppa?"
You nod your head and leave a kiss on his neck for him to know that you heard.
"Good. Let's go and eat."