My Nonexistent Love Life

To: Those Who Hate Bipolar People. 12/7/11

12/7/11

Honestly, I've never thought Katy Perry's song, "Hot and Cold" actually had some logic behind it until this week.

Now? It describes the story of my life.

By the way, Zooey Deschanel and Katy Perry look like twins. Like oh my Gooood.

ANYWAY, yeah.

I'm in a really good mood while writing this.

This guy, that I'm writing about today, is my favorte right now.<33

His name......... is.......... Logan. Hot name for a hot guy.

So he's my praise team leader; and I wish he wasn't because I like him and sometimes that gets in the middle of business. But I'm not complaining, most of the time.

OH MY GOD.

We're going skiing together!

Thank you GOD for putting his Mom and my Mom together as best friends! Now, my family, his family, and this other guy's family.. er.... Trent? Are all going skiing!(At the same place I went with like Benjamin and MAtthew and Cathy, etc.)

And I'm going to be the only girl! So I'll be excluded, but also included! And I'll get VIP options like going in line and having the bathroom first since I'm a girl. Muahhahahah

Anywa, that's not the point.

No one else thinks he's hot, but like.... you know how people say personality matters more than looks? That looks are only skin deep? That the guy has to be attractive in the inside and the outside?

Personality matters more in this situation.

I've never thought that way before.

I always thought my ideal guy had to be a total hottie, but... logan made me realize differently. It's crazy, how in love I am with him right now.

Like, we were at church today, and we talked like the whole entire time from 2 o clock to 5 o clock! and then AFTERWARDS!

Like Iw asn't that nice to him in the beginning because I just got yelled at from my dad for giving him attitude, but we had to share a music stand since we both play guitar and stuff, and he started cheering me up and it was totally awesome.

Now, like always, there's always an enemy girl.

In this case? There's two. BUt I'm going to be only talking about one of them more than once.

The one that I'm just going to vent on right now, is this girl named Phoebe. OH MY GOD, I don't know why this means so much to me, but I really want to be thenext praise team leader.

But like.... I don't care if it's Trent or Logan's brother, Jace. It's Phoebe that I care about. Oh, and if this girl(the long term one that your going to be hearing a lot from), hmm, I'm trying to think of a really ugly name for her...............

If Geneva becomes leader.

I just can't stand their leading style!

Geneva's too flirty and has really weird taste in music, etc., and Phoebe I just.... no. Once she's in charge, she takes charge, like she acts like the boss and only lightens up when Logan's there.

Not that I deserve to be leader, I just wish it was Trent or somebody.

Anyway, let me enlighten you on Geneva, that bitch.

No offense.

Logan was nice enougb to take the whole praise team out to lunch for initiation towards the newbies. I got an end seat, and I sat next to this kid named Andrew. he's really mean!