My Nonexistent Love Life

To: Those Who Can't Snowboard. 2/19/12

2/19/12

Kind of annoyed today, people.

I had all this stuff for this segment of my Nonexistent Love Life... and then my stupid windows update went on and erased everything.

FML.

Anyway!

There's a reason for everything...I guess....

Anyway, remember all my crushes? Unremember them. Forget 'em, k?

Remember Connor?

Toss him.

Remember Lenny?

Toss him.

Remember Logan?

-Sigh- Toss him too........

With him, there's a behind story.

We're still friends, but.... there's this girl that all thebguys at my church are.. kind of obsessed with. Well, not obsessed, but I' pretty sure every one of them thinks she's cute.

Anyway, let's name her the Grinch.

Turns out, Logan asked her to go to his senior prom.

I mean, this wouldn't be a HUGE deal; it would've only been a big one. Except his Mom wanted him to ask me, and he didn't,

You know what that means, don't you?

I was a choice and he chose the Grinch over me. I mean, my logic's right, right? That's what I got out of this.

I'm telling myself not to be hurt right now-

I'm going to tell you about my whole new set of crushes.

I'm not a player, guys, but you know teenager hormones, you like someone one week, and then don't another.

So it's kind of like I have two main crushes all the time, a weekend crush and a weekday crush. One for Maryland, the other for Pennsylvania(In case you've forgotten, Fridays and Sundays are dedicated to Maryland because that's where my church is, praise team, etc.)

Anyway, I"m going to start off with my weekday crush, because he's not really a crush.. just... hm, how do I put this.. an Interest? YEAH! A WEEKDAY INTEREST!

His name... let's name him Sam. So Sam is either a junior or a sophmore, I"m not sure. He has brown skateboarder hair and is about my height. Definitely not taller, though.. maybe a few centimeters shorter.. yeah, I know, it sucks. Anyway, he's in mi clase de espanol, and piense que yo es un cutie.

Yeah, he thinks I'm cute.

Ill tell you how I found out

So, my old crush, Roren, was like making a joke about me to him(I could tell because they were both looking at me and snickering, and Roren had that cute face of his on that told me he was saying something to make fun of me) and Sam was like, "She's cute though."

YEAH.

Epic, right???????

So anyway, he's been talking to me ever since,and I'm hoping there's something potential there... we'll see.

My main focus is.. uh.. Vinnie. Just thinkking of him makes me smile, although I wish I didn't. Have you ever liked someone and for some reason don't want to? Like it's too much of a burden to have these feelings, and all you want to do is be great friends with him, but your feelings make you do irrational things that make things awkward and weird between you and the guy/girl?

Well, that's my issue here.

TIP NUMBER FIFTY NINE-

If this happens to you, all I can tell you is to pray to God every day. Hahahha jsut kidding, I don't know, guys. I can't even get rid of this.