"Anxiety" | Namjin (Editing)

Chapter 9

{3rd person}

"2007"
Kim Nam Hyun was found guilty, also rumors said that his son named Kim Nam Joon was found dead near a warehouse, the reason of the death is no known yet.

-Victory is mine.

Jin's eyes were filled with tears when he read what was on the journal, he stood up and went to his walk-in closet on the end of the closet there was another safe box and Jin knew that it might have important information or evidence he could use against his father, when opened the box he didn't expect at all what happened.

The box was so full that many things fell to the floor, they were pictures. He kneeled down and saw heart shaped origamis and a picture caught his attention, it was two familiar boys smiling and hugging eachother while looking at the camera. On the back it said:

"To: Jin Hyung"
"From: Namjoonie"

"Hyung! I asked mommy if I could give you a present and she said to give you a picture so you'll never forget me, even you don't have a choice, I love you Hyung!! ❤️"

Jin stood up and slowly made his way to the room again, when he was getting closer to the bed his knees gave up forcing him to stay on the floor.

A tear came out of his eye, following by another tear, than he had a river coming out of his eyes.

"AAAHHHHHHHHHH" he screamed not caring if his parents already came home or if the neighbors heard him.

"WHY DOES HAVE TO BE ME?!!? Ahh!!!!" His screams were so loud that if somebody heard him he would thought they were killing him or something.

He just kept sobbing until his face hurt, he wanted to run away but he knew he had to pay along with his family, he doesn't know if he helped with those accusations before he lost his memory but he had to do something.

Was he ready to meet Namjoon? No.
Did he wanted to go to Namjoon and beg him to forgive him? Yes.

But he wasn't ready to meet or talk with the boy, not yet.

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The next day on school, everyone was staring at him not because something with Namjoon or the gang but, because he looked like a corpse.

Namjoon was talking with his friends and was surprised to see the boy in that state, not even when he used to bully him he looked like that so he knew something really bad must've happened to the older.

"Hey, are you okay?" He said startling Jin who got even paler when he saw who it was.

A lot of people gather around them, thinking that it was another of Namjoon's moment where he bullied the boy.

Jin started having of his episodes of anxiety again and before it got worse he just ran off pushing everyone who in his way. He ran to the rooftop, while running to the stairs he heard a voice calling him, it was obviously Namjoon, no one ever talked to him or anything.

He stopped running and bent down trying to breath normally again, when he did he quickly took his pills out of his bag and shove two to his mouth.

"Jin." He felt like someone stabbed him a million times in the heart when he heard his voice.

The younger grabbed his shoulder turning him around examining his face.

The older couldn't hold it anymore and kneeled down, his stare never living the floor.

"8 years ago, my father did something to your family that deserves no forgiveness, the fact that you hated me all this years I understand it now. I'm sorry I can't remember yet! I'm really sorry!!!!!" He said sobbing, the younger was just shocked.

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I'm so sorry that this chapter was so short, this is more like a filler xD