"Anxiety" | Namjin (Editing)

Final Part 1

"I'm really sorry to tell you this but, your mother came to the police station and confessed for the assassination of Mr. Kim."
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{Namjoon}
2 months have passed already, luckily my mother got away from being in prison due to our testimonies  on the trial. Sadly, Jin got into a extreme depression and his anxiety attacks came back even worse and I wouldn't blame him because I know how hard it has been. When his father died, it all went viral on the tv, newspaper, Internet and etc, the company closed abruptly and about Jin's mother... Well, she just disappeared, someone told me that she committed suicide but we don't really know much about them.

On other hand, Yoongi is now dating an old friend of us when we were in high school, his name is Park Jimin. Taehyung and Jungkook are happy as always, they're planning on adopting a child and maybe moving to another country.

Jin called me, telling me to come over because he wasn't feeling well. This have been happening these 2 months and I'm literally going crazy because I hate to see him this way. Also, I want to marry him but now that his in this state I don't think he's ready to.

"Hey Yoongi, can we talk for a minute?" I decided to call him, he might be arrogant an sassy with me but he's really good when it comes to giving advice.

"Is it about Jin?"

"Yeah man, we already talked about these but I don't know what to do. I don't want him to be like this anymore."

"Take him to dinner at a buffet, if he denies to get up from his bed well force him, make him take a bath and after you do all that shit have sex or something I don't know."

"You don't have to be so explicit."

"You didn't say that when you sucked him up at the hospital bro..."

"Fuck you"

"I'm not Jin." He said laughing and hang up, I rolled my eyes smiling playfully and walked towards Jin's apartment.
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I knocked on his door, and he only yelled for me to come in. He must be on his bed and I bet he hasn't even washed up.

"Jinnie! How's my favorite man?" I said throwing myself to the bed, trying to sound as happy as I could so maybe he would cheer up a little bit.

He was really pale and gave me a weak smile. I got on top of him giving kisses on his cheeks and neck playfully. His smile got a little wider but quickly faded away, so I decided to do what Yoongi told me.

"Wanna go out to eat?" I asked him smirking and I swear I saw sparkles in his eyes for a second.

"Well, if you're inviting me, you know I'll never say no to food."

"That's great to know baby, but let's get you cleaned up okay?"

He only nodded and got up from his bed slowly, I took his hand and helped him to go to the bathroom.
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We were sitting here at the restaurant/buffet/whereiknowjin'sgonnaeatlikeapig, and Jin looked at me slightly smiling and I said:
"After we eat, I need to tell you something really serious."
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{Jin}

After everything "ended" I've been having these anxiety attacks and feeling like hell. I talked to Yoongi about everything and told him that I wanted to propose marriage to him, but strangely he told me not to because he thought that Namjoon might not be ready. To be honest those words made everything for me even worse so I just decided to ignore it, maybe later?

These days were a constant battle in my mind, I wanted to get up from bed and be happy but I couldn't find a way. Luckily me, Namjoon was always there to light up my day as much as he could.

When he came today, I was feeling horrible but he was smiling and trying to cheer me up so when he asked me to go out to eat with him I couldn't say no.

We were now eating at the restaurant, I was almost finishing up my dessert when I saw Taehyung, Jungkook, Yoongi and Jimin entering the restaurant. At that moment, namjoon's face changed drastically and looked really nervous.

"Jin?"

"Yes"

"Umm... You know that I wanted to talk to you after we ate right?"

"Yeah what is it?"

"I wanted to tell you that... I know what you're  going through right now, and I know it's hard but I want to say that I'm here for you and that I want to help you staying by your side and not only now but the rest of my life. I want to grow old with you, adopt as many kids as we can and spend the rest of my days with you till I die... So, Jin, will you give me the pleasure to be my lovely husband?" He said kneeling down. I couldn't believe it, tears falling from my eyes and everyone in the restaurant cheering at us, our friends screaming like if they were at a concert (that's me btw).

"Totally! Yes!"
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I honestly apologize for this chapter, I know I always say that the others are bad or whatsoever but this chapter was so hard to write so it turned out like SHIT.
But there will be a second part and smutty nutty you guys have been waiting for so... 🌚

I'm honestly feeling so nostalgic, idek.