Social anxiety is the fear of being judged and evaluated negatively by other people, leading to feelings of inadequacy, inferiority, embarrassment, humiliation, and depression.
"Please, get away from a person like me" said Jin.
"No." Said Namjoon hu...
I was at Yoongi's apartament watching the interview, I was so nervous that I literally was biting my nails. Everything was going so well, but I felt that in any moment something would happen, and let me tell you it did.
When Jin asked that controversial question to Mr. Kim, he literally made a show so the live broadcast had to be cancelled. Knowing that Jin would be in trouble I took my coat and the company ID and rushed out of the building.
It only took a few minutes when I was already at the company running at full speed to know about Jin. I called him many times but he didn't picked up the calls so there's obviously something going on.
I kept running through the halls checking if there was someone on one of the rooms near there, but there was nobody. My heart felt like it was going to explode any time and I instantly felt the adrenaline rushing through my body.
"Jin? Jin?!" I yelled.
"Oh, Namjoon! I thought you had free today? I came here to give you food but the secretary told me that, I guess she got confused." A voice of a lady which I immediately recognized as my mother echoed my ears.
"Mom, what are you doing here?!"
"Young man that's not how you greet your mother! And I already said why, here! I just came to see how you were doing at the company, and please come visit us more often we miss you dear." My mother said pouting looking down at her shoes.
"I'm sorry mom, I was just looking for someone. There's also been a lot coming on but I'll tell you soon I promise."
"That's ok, you know you can tell me everything, I have to go because your father will be home soon, oh and by the way, I saw this strange guy going to the men's bathroom. He looked really sick, maybe he has you know... Some diarrhea situation." She said and grinned mischievously, but to me that just told me the guy could be Jin so I quickly give her a peck on her cheek and dashed towards the bathroom.
I entered the bathroom but unsuccessfully no one was there, or that's what I thought until I heard someone panting and coughing inside of a stall, I knocked the door but no one answered.
"Jin? Are you there? Please tell me you're okay, please!!"
I kept banging on the door and after a few seconds which felt like hours the stall opened but no one got out of it which only made me more scared so I opened the stall by myself only to find Jin laying on the floor almost unconscious.
"Jin! What the hell happened?!?"
"T-the pills are in my b-bag." He said weakly and panting.
I grabbed the bag which was placed on the floor and started looking for the pills he told me until I felt a loud thud on the floor. Looking down I saw his unconscious body laying on the floor, I swear my soul left my body in that instant.
"Jin!! JIN?!" Picking up his bag from the floor, I picked him up bridal style and ran to the infirmary screaming from help. ---- After taking him to the infirmary, the nurses decided it was better to take him to a hospital.
I sat next to him waiting until he finally woke up, I started caressing his cheeks saying: "I was so scared, I thought that man did something to you but it was just another of your attacks. Please take your pills and get better for me, I can't wait for this to finish so that we can be together again, I love you so much baby." ~~~~ It was 9:30 pm and Jin's still in his beauty sleep I got tired so the nurses brought me a mattress so I could rest a little. When I was finally drifting to sleep I heard a small groan, obviously it was Jin so I quickly got up to see if he woke up, and he eventually did.
"Shit you scared me!" He said sitting down.
Before he could say something else I launched to him, hugging- more like squeezing him out.
"You scared me so much, you're such a bitch. Take your fucking pills Kim Seok Jin."
He only laughed, releasing the hug and ruffled my hair.
"I'm hungry, Joonie!" He said pouting and touching his stomach.
"Do you want a sandwich?" I said teasing him.
"Are you crazy?! I haven't ate since this morning!"
"Okay then, I'll buy you a slice of pizza."
"KIM NAM JOON!!!!" ---- I ran back to the hospital with a box of pizza and Mc Donald's on hand, I have to make sure he eats well or he'll beat me up again.
When I entreated the room he was watching TV with a scowl on his face, I hope he doesn't kills me to be honest.
"J-Jin?!"
"I HOPE YOU DID NOT JUST BUY ME THAT SLICE OF- oh!! Aww, omg thank you!!"
"Bipolar much" I thought out loud.
"What did you say?"
"Nothing hahaha."
He devoured the pizza and the hamburger, combined with the fries and fucking nuggets I bought him, where the hell does he save all that? Damn!
He finished with a burp and a huge grin plastered on his face, he better be happy.
"I need to take a bath." He said trying to get up but he got dizzy so he fell onto the bed.
"I guess I'll help you out." I said giving him a pervert smile. ---- I started off taking his shirt first along with his pants, when I was about to take his boxers off he grabbed my hand stopping me from doing so.
"Look back." He was red as a tomato.
"No."
"Joonie!!!"
I ignored him and sat on the floor, still watching him.
Knowing that I wouldn't listen to him, he gave up and took off his boxers leaving him totally naked. My jaw almost dropped to the floor.
"Well I think I know where all that food goes now."
"NAMJOON!" He whined, blushing even more.
I got up and took my clothes off and said: "I'll help you now." ---------------------------------------------- 🌚🌚😎😉😏😏
Just kidding. Hi there, here's an update for you I hope like it and also I wanted to tell you guys to check out this story (which is also yaoi *lenny face*), it's a great story so please do so.
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