"Anxiety" | Namjin (Editing)

Chapter 12

"Jin? Jin?! JIN?!"
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I woke up to find myself for like the millionth time on the hospital, at this rate I should pay just rent and start living here.

My head still hurt and suddenly the dream came up to my mind making me groan in pain.

Did I actually remembered something?!

The door of the room opened revealing a worried Namjoon and a young doctor.

"Hello Seokjin! Nice to meet you I'll be your new doctor, my name is Kim Joon Myun and I'll be your new hypnotherapist if you are okay with it?"

"Will I be able to get my memories back if I take the therapy?"

"Of course, actually your original doctor called me because your brain is actually giving you some of the memories but is also blocking you, that's why some memories might seem like dreams so I'm here to help you out."

"When are we going to start?"

"Next week, the appointment is at 1:30 pm please make sure to bring someone with you." The doctor said smiling sweetly.

I looked at Namjoon and he came up to me and hugged me, startling me once again with actions.

"I'm so glad you're okay and that you'll get you memories soon!"

"You're going with me to take therapy right?"

"Of course hyung."

"Honestly, I could remember something."

"What?!" He said letting go of the hug so he could look at me.

I told him everything I remembered and I saw a tear scape from his eyes.

"No, don't cry! I'm okay see? I'll be able to remember everything."

"I doubt you've remember this but, you weren't supposed to forget me! You idiot, you promised it!!" It was now his time to cry and I just hugged him crying too.

"You have no idea how many nights I cried because you left me, and when we got on highschool you didn't know who I was and I thought you were faking it, I'm sorry for making your life hell!"

"Please stop saying sorry! I know you didn't mean it, stop crying and saying sorry."

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Warning: extremely fluff ahead.

I got out of the shower, put my clothes on and headed to Namjoon's room. This house indeed was a lot smaller than mine, well it wasn't even mine from the start.

My hair was wet so I decided to blow dry it and while I was doing so someone took the blower away and started doing it for me, I smiled, it's refreshing and weird to be so relaxed and comfortable around someone who used to bully you for years, it was also weird but it felt good.

We were now on the bed, our eyes closed and none of us were talking I was just enjoying his presence, his smell, and his warmth. An arm made its way to my waist pulling me closer, I had my eyes closed so I thought I wasn't facing him but I felt him breathing really close to my face and when I opened my eyes our eyes met.

"You're beautiful, your eyes, your lips, when you smile you look like perfection." He said and touched my cheek making me blush hard and my heart beat as fast as it could.

"You too are beautiful, your lips, hands, eyes and smile gives me life."

He looked at me flustered and then pulled me closer to him hugging me really tight, I love this so much I swear.

He pulled off a little bit and stared at me, I also did and we stared at eachother for a few seconds which for me felt like and eternity and he approached me little by little until our lips met.

But this time it was different from the memory of when we were kids, it wasn't a peck but a real kiss.

Our lips moved together perfectly and he deepened the kiss getting on top of me, the kiss was getting a little too hot and he left my lips to attack my neck.

He kept kissing and licking, also leaving some love bites around the area of my neck, he took off his shirt and also mine. He was going lower until he met my nipples and I let out a moan making him come to his senses.

"I'm so sorry Jin, I lost control. We're not even a couple, I should respect you I'm sorry."
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The next morning, Jin and Namjoon felt awkward with eachother because of what happened last night, Namjoon didn't know what to say and Jin was just awkward because Namjoon was also awkward but he has to admit he loved what happened last night.

The four of them were taking breakfast at the table normally when suddenly Mrs. Kim noticed the love bites.

"OMG DID YOU DO THE DIRTY WITH MY SON!?"
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Sorry this episode is short af.

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