He pulled me by the waist trapping my lips with his own, I was trying to fight against it but I gave in, I missed this so much that even if it was wrong right now because he would obviously be cheating on his boyfriend, I'll do it without regretting it.
Warning: Slight smut ahead, if you don't like or feel uncomfortable with it please do not read ;).
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{3rd person P.O.V)
They kissed deeply, their tongues fighting for dominance in which Namjoon was obviously winning, they pulled apart panting looking at each other.
"Jin, we can't do this..." He said regretting what did.
Jin only frowned and pushed Namjoon against the wall kissing and kicking his jawline, biting and sucking on it.
"Ah..." Namjoon groaned.
"Taehyung's not my boyfriend you dumbass, I just live with him and his husband." He said as he kept kissing his neck roughly.
Namjoon at that moment changed their positions leading Jin to the guest room, kissing him deeply rubbing his hands on the elders back.
"N-namjoon!" He groaned when he felt the boy biting onto his neck.
Namjoon took off his jacket along with his shirt and he felt Jin's eyes on him making the younger smirk.
"Like what you see?" He said as he removed the blonde hair's shirt, placing kisses on his neck and all over his chest.
" I-I don't mean to" Jin's voice started to crack. Namjoon was really hot, he can't deny it. But in some way, he felt that all this was kinda wrong.
"Shut up" tongues started a fight again, Namjoon wining by far. His hands explored Jin's body, touching his nipples and getting on his knees, pushing Jin and sitting him in the bed.
"You're gonna regret it later, don't ya?" Jin was surely enjoying the situation. They were almost naked and about to make it, but Namjoon looked like nothing was happening.
"I'll be fine" he stare at Jin's eyes, making him feel very comfy, and safe.
He stand besides him, taking his face between his hands, slowly getting closer, kissing him at once.
"Namjoon ah..." The boy said panting and groaning.
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They were both laying on the bed, Jin's head resting on top of Namjoon's chest, none of them said anything, none of them dared to look at eachother.
"Namjoon." Jin decided to break the silence.
"Yes?"
"Can you listen now, why I did everything I did to you?"
"I guess..."
"You don't care?"
"You never looked for me in 7 years, you do know that I'm hurt right?"
"You do know that it was for your own good right? I know what I did is unforgivable but I told you when everything finished I would be back!"
"So you already finished?" He said raising an eyebrow, he felt like a jerk right now but it's just that deep inside he still felt hurt and betrayed.
"No..."
"And why did you come to find me again." And that's how I fucked up, really bad.
He stood up and picked up his clothes dressing himself, picked up his shoes putting them on and said:
"I'm really sorry for coming back like this, I'll do as I promised now." And left.
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"You're a fucking bastard! How could you?!? I let you borrow my apartment to do your dirty stuff and that's what you do?!?" He yelled throwing a pillow which landed right on my face while I was on the floor crying my heart out.
"I don't know okay?! I knew I fucked up but can you fucking understand he left for 7 years and appeared from nowhere?! I never forgot him but I was doing great until he came back!"
"You know very well Namjoon that he left because he wanted to investigate your father's case better."
I only stayed silent looking down and I felt a pair of arms making their way to hug me.
"I'm here for you Joonie, you know I support you in every descicion of your life but you can't just lose him like that, give yourself and him time and everything will workout I promise." He said hugging me while kneeling down, this is the first time ever he hugs me, eventhough we're best friends he had never hugged me or anything, I know it might be a weird friendship but hey, at least he's always there right?
"By the way, you stink got take a freaking shower please or otherwise you'll kill me." He said flicking my forehead, now that's the real Min Yoongi.
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The next day at the company, we haven't talked to eachother at least once but we've been staring at eachother the whole day even the co-workers noticed and asked about it.
We were on the dressing room, he was fixing his necktie and some parts of his black tuxedo (A/N: blonde Jin with a black tuxedo must look smoking hot, goddamit) while looking at the mirror and sometimes glancing over to me. He cleared his throat which I think it was to gain my attention but it was in vain because I just ignored it and kept fixing some strands of my hair.
He sighed, picked up his bag along with a paper which had the information he needed later on tv. He left the room slamming really hard the door making me jump in surprise and later made me feel bad and a little guilty. I looked over to where he was sitting and I saw a notebook which looked to me like a journal, I quickly stoop up from my seat and picked it up opening it obviously not being ready to see what was inside of it.
"Kim Seok Hyun, not death."
"Some people's souls are so wicked, that for them going to hell would be a vacation instead of a curse or a tragedy." -Seokjin.
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