"Will you be my boyfriend?"
I jumped on him, hugging him until he told me he couldn't breath and I said:
"Yes!!! Omg are you for real?""Well, we were making out and everything, so why not asking you to be my boyfriend?"
I blushed madly and hit his arm playfully.
"Give me a peck." He said.
"There's people here, they'll look at us." I said looking down.
He frowned and suddenly stood up on a bench there, what the hell is he going to do?!
"Hello everyone, my name's Namjoon and I'm here with my boyfriend Jin. I just asked him to be my boyfriend and he said yes but when I asked him to give me a kiss on the lips he said no because you would stare at us, now I want to ask, are you guys offended or feel disgusted by the fact we are a couple and I want to do what a normal couple would do?" He said, and ears were red and felt like burning, my tears were threatening to fall from my eyes because no one has ever done something so beautiful for me.
"NO!! Kiss, kiss, kiss!!!" The crowd cheered.
He got down of the bench and I ran to him crying and kissed him making the crowd cheer (I'm the crowd lmao), he was surprised because I kissed him really passionate, I think he was only expecting a peck but I couldn't hold it anymore and let my emotions control myself.
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When we got home Mrs. Kim was watching tv obviously waiting for us."Mom we're home!" Namjoon said.
She looked at us smiling and almost screamed in excitement when she saw my necklace.
"Omg!!!! Wait, I need to take a picture! Namjoon, hug your future husband, Jin smile and hug your unmanly man!! Omg when your dad see this he'll throw a party!"
She then cleared her throat embarrassed when she saw our faces and said:
"I'll go to sleep, Namjoon your dad's still working so the three of us will be here tonight, you are allowed to have sex but don't be too loud I don't want to hear those things please."I almost choked on my own saliva and Namjoon was ready to scream but couldn't say anything because his mother was already running to her room.
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We were laying on the bed hugging eachother, to be honest I'm surprised that Namjoon haven't asked me to have sex or anything like that, and honestly I'm glad to know that he respect me as his couple."Namjoon?"
"Yes baby?"
"I-I'm really surprised you've been holding yourself for me, you know... In that way."
"I want to wait?"
"For what?"
"Until you feel ready, and I would prefer doing it when we both are adults you know... It's better that way, at least for me. But whenever you're ready you can tell me."
"I also like the idea of doing it when we're both adults." I said and pecked him on the cheek.
"Talking about that, do you have any sexual fantasy?" He asked and I know he's doing it to fluster me.
"Yes I do." I said and this time he was the one who got flustered.
"Omg Jin!! I never thought that of you! But what is it?"
"Being the top one day."
"You call that a sexual fantasy? But I'm cool with it, I mean it doesn't matter to take turns."
"Okay let's stop here!!!"
"Hahaha, goodnight baby."
"Goodnight love." We kissed one last time and closed our eyes hugging eachother tightly.
Christmas was getting near and we were decorating the house along with mother.
"Namjoon, Jin, come and watch the movie we were waiting for!!"
We sat together and stood up to get snacks quickly, while I was on the kitchen, right before the movie started playing, something unexpectedly happened.
"Sorry for the interruption, we have a ver important breaking news to deliver you. The former CEO of Kim's Corp. was found dead along with his wife on their house, we have no suspects of who committed the crime at the moment but neighbors said they saw a black van outside their house, if you have information of what could've happened please contact us on the number down below, this is Jung Hyun Nim with Kbc news, good afternoon."
Did I heard that right? My father? I thought falling on my knees.
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Sorry for the not so good chapter guys, I explained what happened on my message board so I had to write this again I apologize for it.
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