"Anxiety" | Namjin (Editing)

Chapter 13

{Jin}

"OMG DID YOU DO THE DIRTY WITH MY SON!?"

When she said that I almost die from choking, Namjoon looked at me wide eyed and he said:
"No mom!!!!"

She smirked and said:
"Well, but at least you did something, hickeys don't make themselves naturally honey."

"No Mrs. Kim, this is a-a rash!!!"

She looked at Namjoon and smirked again.

"Namjoon I didn't know you were a rash, why didn't no one told me that when you were born."

"Mom!!!"

"Okay, you just had a make out session."

"MOM!!!"

"What? Your father and I approve the relationship, and I still want grandchildren when you get married."

"Mom, stop it! You're making Jin uncomfortable."

"Are you, Jin?" Mrs. Kim said smiling "innocently".
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"Jin?" Mrs. Kim called me.

"Yes, Mrs. Kim." I said shyly.

"Oh don't call me that boy, call me mother and I just want to ask you something."

"Ah yes, mother?" I said and I felt like crying because it was such a long time since I called someone mother, well I had, but it wasn't because I wanted to call her mother, it was because I had to.

"You're a great boy and eventhough I joke with you guys about you know... I would really love to see you guys together one day, Namjoon since he was a kid always talked about you and he literally adored you, when you disappeared and your parents did wrong to us he resented and told us not mention even your name but he still slept with a picture under his pillow everynight and cried. The reason he resented you the most was because on the news said that you left him on the warehouse when the fire occurred, honey I know and I'm sure you didn't do it, and that's why we need you to recover your memories back." She said and I was already a crying mess.

"So you're telling me I-i left him? And what if I get my memories back and it results that I tried to kill him or something?!? I would never forgive myself mother!"

"Dear listen, I'm 100% you didn't do it, trust me."

I went to Namjoon's room, still crying. When he saw me he came up to me holding up my chin making me look at him.

"What's wrong?" He said and I just hugged him.

"I'm sorry if it was true that I left you in that place! I'm really sorry!! I'm scared that I might remember and it turns out to be true." I said sobbing and I could feel him tensing up a little which scared me but he instead of stop hugging me, he hugged me tighter saying that it was okay and that he forgave me.

He then broke the hug and looked at me, he came closer and closer and kissed me.

"It doesn't matter what you did in the past, and I should feel even worse for treating you like shit when you didn't even knew why."

"So..." He started pecking all my face making me red like a tomatoe.

"Let's go on a date, what do you say?"

"I thought you didn't like me."

"You dumbass when did I said that?"

"At the table you..."

"I never said I didn't like you, it's just that my mother was making you uncomfortable."

"But I honestly enjoyed when she said she wanted us to get married."

"Me too, I MEAN, yeah let's go."

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We were at a aquarium, it was honestly beautiful. We walked and to be honest it was the first time I saw him laughing and being so happy, I saw a couple holding hands, we were not holding hands because we were in public and well I know Joonie would be uncomfortable with all the stares, so I just shook off the thought and looked down. A hand made its way to mine and intertwining his with my hand making me flustered, he looked at me smiling and said:

"I'm not embarrassed to be what I am so, feel free to do this when you want."

We were at the Namsan Tower enjoying the view and everythig around us and I felt a stare, knowing who was the person I looked at him and smiled and said:
"I'm really handsome right?"

"You're the most beautiful person God has ever made."My cheeks were burning and I don't know where to look at.

"Can you get my phone from my pocket?" He said and I just nodded putting my hands on his pocket looking for the phone.

Instead of finding his phone there was a little box and when I took it out he said:
"Oh, I wonder how that got in there? Let me look at it."

He opened the box revealing a beautiful necklace and said:

"Will you be my boyfriend?"

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Awww!!!!!

Sorry this was shit, I just wanted to leave the angst out for a bit xD.

I love you :*