"Anxiety" | Namjin (Editing)

Chapter 16

{Namjoon}

"Hey, it's me Jin. I know that you probably will hate me even more for doing this to you but I have to, I can't stand the fact your mother and you are suffering so much because of me and my family. I'm really sorry, and I promise you Namjoon that I'll be back for you, so please would you wait for me? I love you so much you have no idea, I promise I'll take vengeance.

I love you,
Jin."

That's the last thing I knew about him, it's been 7 years now and I still don't know anything about him, I'm waiting for him eventhough my heart is in pieces. He never even showed up to school, he just left without looking back leaving me crying my heart out every day and night.

I already graduated and I'm working as a reporter for Kbc news, as for my father, he got out of prison 5 years later, my mother had a huge depression in that time and so did I but I stayed strong for her.

I'm making my way to work and I saw a familiar person walking towards the building, he looked really familiar but he had blonde hair and I've never met someone with blonde hair.

"Hey dude, vanilla bean latte?" Said yoongi, I was at his coffee which was near my work, he got really successful to be honest.

"Yes, and give me a sandwich please I haven't had breakfast yet." When he gave me the sandwich I immediately thought of Jin and how much he loved sandwiches, I felt sad and my hunger faded away.

"Forget the sandwich bro, I'm not hungry anymore the coffee will do."

I got into the building, bowing to almost everyone and smiling at them. I went to a room to get my outfit and makeup done when I heard two of the stylists talking.

"Did you saw the new reporter, I don't know his name but he's gorgeous. The ratings will increase now that we have him."

When they finished doing their jobs I went to the studio when I saw the blonde boy talking to the chief reporter.

"Oh, Namjoon-ssi, come meet our new reporter and your new co-worker Kim Seok Jin, he's has made the best reports about crimes and company frauds, you could say he's the best in that area isn't he handsome?"

Kim Seok Jin... I felt as if someone threw me a bucket full of really cold water or as if someone punched me in the face.

He turned around, his face was pale and tears were forming on his eyes and so were mine.

I quickly put on a fake smile and extended my arm for a handshake and said:
"Nice to meet you Seokjin, I'm Namjoon I hope we can be friends."

His face was full of sadness but he also faked a smile at me.

"Nice to meet you, please take care of me."

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{Jin}

After that day I went to live with Taehyung and Jungkook, we did many things and investigated a lot of things my father did. Four years ago I found out that my parents were never killed and they're hiding and still managing the company, I decided to become a reporter because I thought that would be the best way to expose them and tell the whole world the kind of people they are. I worked 2 years in SBS news in China, then I came back to Korea and transferred to Kbc news because I heard they had a lot of connections with my father.

I woke up and quickly went to the bathroom before Taehyung or Jungkook use it first, it's my first day so I have to be there really early to see how everything works.

On my way to the company I saw a familiar figure making its way to a coffee shop near the company but I completely ignored it because it could be anyone, when I entered the company I have to admit, it's huge and very technological much better than the one in China.

Today I wasn't obviously going to report or anything I was just going to get training on how everything worked so o decided to explore a little bit around and found myself walking to a studio, a female employee came up to me asking if I needed help in anything which I only responded that I wanted to meet the chief reporter.

When we entered the studio and the chief saw me, he flashed me a smile and we greeted each other with a handshake.

We talked for a few minutes and the chief suddenly looked to the side calling someone.

"Oh, Namjoon-ssi, come meet our new reporter and your new co-worker Kim Seok Jin, he's has made the best reports about crimes and company frauds, you could say he's the best in that area isn't he handsome?"

When he said that my heart stopped and I quickly turned around to see the person who I cowardly left 7 years ago, I felt like my heart would explode at any moment and tears were forming on my eyes, he looked really handsome to be honest and his features were more manly and he looked like a person who was successful.

"Nice to meet you Seokjin, I'm Namjoon I hope we can be friends." Those words felt like if they were a knife stabbing my heart multiple times and my tears were almost going to fall but I hid it and faked a smile.

"Nice to meet you too, please take care of my." I shook his hand and bowed.

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I was walking through an isle, tears running down my cheeks feeling horrible and stupid for leaving him but if I didn't I would've never got the courage to do all the things I have.

I was deep in thought and felt a prescience behind me walking the same way I was, I slowed down a little bit my pace and the person also did the same so I obviously knew someone was following me and I started picking up my pace and all of the sudden, the person grabbed my arms pushing me into an empty studio, pushed me against the wall trapping both of my hands putting them on my sides.

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