My Everything//James Franco A.U

Chapter 40

I woke up still in the hospital bed , I looked around and noticed James laying next to me . I ran a hand through his hair and kissed his forehead, he mumbled incoherent words in his sleep .

I took a sip from the cup of water that was on a table next to me and laid back trying to ignore the pain I was feeling . I didn't want to be here , as harsh as it sounds I didn't want James in my arms . I didn't want to be alive .

I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard my name being called . I looked up to see my mother smiling at me , I just stared at her .

"How are you feeling?" She asked.

"Been better ." I answered .

"You're so big, very beautiful!" She tries.

"Lot of people tell me I look like my dad so .. yep."

"What's new ? I see you have a boyfriend."

"Yeah , a lot changes in three what is it four years now?"

"Now , now ..that's no way to talk to your mother."

"You don't deserve that title ." I responded coldly.

I want to forgive my mom , believe me I do and I miss her dearly but I just had to let my anger out now.

"I am your mom ." She sighed . "You pushed me away remember?"

"I know what I did . I don't regret it either, I'm not very proud of it yet you had your chance to contact me and you stayed quiet ."

"Till now, I couldn't lose you." She whispered. "I will always love you , you're my baby."

"Get out." A voice growled.

James sat up from his position next to me and glared at my mom. She looked just as shocked as I was . He had nothing , but hate in his eyes .

"What's done is done you know what you did and she knows what she's done. You can't always place that on her, you're the mom anyways! Suck it up , this is your kid treat her the way you want to don't just tell her . She does not have to give you any respect yet she does because her father taught her that , her teen years when a girl needs her mom the most- nope didn't have her . She did most shit on her own and you know what she can do more just the same.. Except now she has me. I'm gonna take care of her , more than you ever have . Leave , get out of this room before I break a law." He started to breath heavily.

My eyes filled with tears , not just from James words , but the words that come out of my "mothers " mouth .

"You're just a rat." She left without another word.

She loves me , she loved me.

"You are the most bravest , beautiful, and strongest girl I have ever met . You put up with that and I can't give you a big enough applause for how calmly you acted . I know you want to cry baby and that's okay . You were strong for too long , it's time." James told me .

I let the tears pour down my cheeks , for the bad memories , for the good ones , for James , and for me. He kissed me softly and laid next to me again as I cried into his shoulder .

"James?"

"Yeah?"

"I want a cookie."

He laughed and kissed my forehead .

James loves me , I love James.

A/N Unedited, sorry for the wait !!! More to come!!