My Everything//James Franco A.U

Chapter 38

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" James shouted taking me out of the bathtub.

I didn't say anything, I looked around feeling very cold . I looked at him with sad eyes while he got towels wrapping me in them, he started to ramble on about something I wouldn't know because I wasn't listening. He closed the bathroom window and got his phone out, I knew exactly what he was doing.

"No." I mumbled.

"I have too." He pulled me into his chest and wrapped me in more towels.

"Hello? My girlfriend she tried to kill herself!" He started to ramble again so I looked around the bathroom.

I was still very tired also cold. Yes, very cold. He lifted me up and carried me into my room then started to look through my closet and drawers. He took my shirt off with my approval first , I only gave a nod. He put a dry shirt on me and then sweats, he gave me a kiss and left to open the door. I fell asleep.

I was awoken by someones harsh sobbing, I opened my eyes being blinded by the bright light. I hate the hospital, it smells weird and the nurse always annoys me. I looked around and watched my mom sit on the chair besides me , crying.

"Don't waste your tears." I said, with a raspy voice.

She looked up and let out a breath. She stood up and walked to me, she gave a smile .

"You're awake!" She said happily.

"I see that." I replied.

I felt like crying, screaming. I didn't want her anywhere near me, i felt like attacking her, but I just let her hug me happily. Then my dad walked in.

"That's enough, I'd like to talk to Amanda alone." He said sternly.

"She's my kid too, don't talk to me like I'm one of your whores." She spat at him.

"Get out." He sighed.

"No."

"Samantha , please." I said to my mom.

She gave me a sad look yet walked out, she glanced at me then closed the door. We waited to hear her foot steps fade away and when they did my dad walked to me.

"You scared me." He said.

"Really, that's it?" I looked at him.

"Let me finish. You scared me, why would you do that? We had our laughs , our moments, why would you try to throw it away?" His eyes were red and his cheeks a little puffy, he looked very tired.

"I wanted to be happy for once." I told him.

"I thought you were happy?" He looked at me.

"I'm not, actually I'm far from happy. I woke up one day and I just didn't want to be. I hated everything and grew cold. Not like you noticed, I became invisible.." I felt the tear well up in my eyes.

"What you did was stupid." Then he walked out.

He still doesn't get it. He will never change.