Chapter 45

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Fingertips , they brushed against the surface so delicately just  slowly moving up and down . So innocent , so pure , yet so electrifying . Like the soft sprinkle of rain ,sweat fell from the side of the forehead and onto the body . Soft pants trying to catch a breath while doing absolutely nothing , but eyes open wide looking wild doing just about everything . Fingers and legs tangled together like tree vines . We remained distant with cold sweat taking place , but my body felt like it was on fire .

What did I just do?

He moved closer to me starting another heatwave to come my way . I brushed a wet strand of hair away from his face and watched his chest move up and down from the short breaths he takes . His face looks so young , no stress lines , no frown . His lips a pale pink color , eyes closed yet I know the hazel color that hide behind them , the skin on his chest soft like silk . He looked so pure, not anymore. 

Did I just destroy someone ? Myself. 

I removed myself from his body and walked towards my window  with the great view , my thin blanket wrapped around me shielding only my body and not the cold . I opened it letting the cold air in , but made no action to move away . I stared at the night sky that shined with lights and laughs filled the air despite the time.I do live in the city that never sleeps right ? I wonder if she was awake , if she was one of the many people laughing. Does she miss me ? Am I saying too much ? Will he leave me after this the way she did ? 

Arms wrapping around me brought me away from my thoughts . His warm breath sending chills throughout my body , soft lips brushing against my neck and shoulder . The events of hours ago sending images through my head , it finally occurred to me to look around . 

The desk flipped over , my curtain ripped , my mirror shattered . There was clothes scattered around , his cheek bruised. I brushed my thumb against it ignoring his hard stare and continued to look around . How am I gonna explain this to my dad ?

"Don't think too much right now ." He whispered , his voice raspy . 

I looked at him remaining silent . He bent down and picked me up and took me to my bed , but I just now noticed the pain . I whimpered and he tried hushing me by rubbing my arm and cheek with his thumb softly. 

God, what did I do ? 


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