The Naivety Of A Heart (Original Unedited Version)

Chapter 34- The Dreadful Feelings!

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One doesn't have to debate much over the feelings of dread that rise in one's heart when they are surrounded by constant fears in their heart and mind, because it is absolutely understandable that your senses are blocked. It is a fact which surrounds our human world, that fears are the worst creations of our own minds which when reside in our soul then it becomes inevitable to destroy them until you have removed every existence of evil from your life. People think that by plotting and planning, they are creating examples of powerful people but the truth is that, they are only creating examples of soul-less people who doesn't feel an ounce of pain when they trouble the others. But given that, if some don't care about anyone's emotions, then it doesn't mean that the rest of world will also turn heartless and won't feel the pang in their heart on being tortured or when their love is tortured. No matter how harsh situation becomes, if your aim is honest and respectful then definitely that almighty will pave a way for you to fight off the demons of the world and shield your soul mate like a rock, which helps you to fight the tides of the sea.

Two days! Was the exact time since Aayush got that horrible nightmare, of losing Raisha forever and since then his entire body was riding a drive of tension, anger, frustration, helplessness and pain. A deep and excruciating pain, which was his constant partner now, because every time his Raisha would look at him, his guilt used to overpower his heart and soul for lying to her for something which concerned her, but his insecurity to lose her was clouding his mind without fail.

It was past midnight, when he sat up straight with a jerk on his bed sweating profusely, after experiencing the nightmare again, but the only difference being that every time his voice in real would be stuck in his throat, whereas in the dream he would be calling out her name for his life.

He wiped off the sweat, and turned to his left, to see Raisha sleeping peacefully with a soft smile on her lips. He sighed in relief for once, and bending his head down, he planted a soft kiss on her lips and moved back as she stirred in her sleep.

He shifted back a little, and rested his head on the headboard, closing his eyes trying to fight off the stress which was bursting his head. He had only two days left, and still he wasn't sure whether to go ahead in his plan or not. On one side, it was Raisha's self respect and pride and on the other side, it was their love, their marriage and her trust on him at stake. Can he afford to lose her like this?

Before he could think more, he felt her soft lips on his knuckles and he opened his eyes to see her holding his hand while she smiled softly at him. She scooted closer to him, resting her head on his chest as he wrapped his arm around her shoulder.

"Aayush, I am noticing since two days, something is eating you up but you are smiling for me. You don't have to hide from me, please tell me what is troubling you?" She asked caressing his chest a little while his body froze hearing her words which didn't go unnoticed by her. She looked up to stare at his face, to see his tensed face.

She sat up straight and cupping his face, she made him look at her, while he avoided eye contact with her. Every time, he would meet her eyes, he would feel that he was cheating on her. Even though he was not doing anything sinful, but lying to the girl who loved him more than herself was more or less equal to cheating only in his eyes.

"If you won't tell me the reason of your trouble now, then I will start crying," she warned seeing him still quiet and he immediately looked into her eyes to see tears already brimming in them and he pulled her to himself, hugging her tightly.

"Don't cry Moonlight. Please I am sorry. It's just I had a bad dream, and since then I got a headache. That's it. Nothing more!" He assured her as she parted from him and she sighed in relief. She was dreading that something horrible happened which he was trying to hide from her, but now hearing his reason, she felt a little relaxed that he was not in any other trouble.