On Tour

Chapter 20- yet another incident

A few days later

"Hey babe can you bring me my brush?" I say to Josh from the bathroom. These past couple of days have been great and I wouldn't want to spend them with anyone else. I don't get a reply and roll my eyes, "Josh?" I say a bit louder, setting down my eyeliner, waiting for a reply. I don't receive one and I start to get a bit upset, I storm out to the living area, "Joshua William Dun why aren't you answer-Josh?" I cut myself off running over to his face down body. I can already tell I'm shaking as I crouch down on the floor next to him, I slap his back and say, "Josh?" I get no response and I start freaking out, I start cursing to myself and I flip him over. His face is flushed of all color and he shows no emotion. "Josh!" I whimper, slapping him. I grab his wrist, check for a pulse, and I put my head down on his chest. He's not breathing.... No pulse..... Shit! I don't know how to do CPR or anything like that for that matter. I feel my heart racing like my brain is, trying to figure out what to do. I jump up faster than I ever have before, snatch a room key, and bolt out of the room. I run to Tyler and Jenna's room and start pounding on the door so hard I might brake it, but honestly I don't care how crazy I look like right down. Jenna opens the door and I almost fall in, "What's wron-" "He cant breath, he's not breathing, I cant hear his heart, JOSH!" I scream cutting her off, Tyler is going through his suitcase but snaps his head my way when I mention Josh's name. Tyler runs over to us and I give Jenna my room key, "I-I cant help him- I don't know what to d- Please help!" I yell, Tyler looks at Jenna and says something I cant hear and she runs out of the room. Tyler grabs for my arm but I swat it away, he looks hurt so I let him grab it now, "Come here, sit down, tell all that happened." He says and I don't sit down I stay put, standing, looking at him. He lets go of me and takes a few steps back, "Please" He pleads and I feel bad for him, I lower my death gaze and speak up, "There's nothing really to say except we were getting ready and I was in the bathroom and he was by the bed and I asked him for something and I got no response and so I went out there to get it myself and I found him face flat on the ground and he had no pulse and he wasn't breathing and yah............ Get all that?" I finish and I hear a buzz. Both our heads snap to his phone on the bed:

Jenna- Please come to the room like now

We both look at each other, and I feel we become on the same page. "Lil-" He says starting to run towards the door, following me. He's trying to stop me from going to my room and I know that, that's why I run as fast as I can. "Lily Stop!" he screams after me, I feel him grab my arms and put them behind my back, I fight him trying to tell him I need to see Josh. He keeps my hands behind my back but I mange to nudge myself farther into the room. I turn my head to the bathroom and see Jenna rubbing Josh's back over the sink, "I'm sorry Lily" Tyler says before throwing me out of his grasp and he runs to the bathroom and locks the door behind him. Why would he do that? I sob and sit down against the wall. I throw my head in my hands and cry. "Please be alive" I mutter.
      After a few minutes of sitting there sobbing in confusion Tyler or someone walks out of the bathroom. He sits down next to me but I don't dare move my head out of my hands. "I'm ok" He says, his voice very low and shaky and groggy. I Jolt my head up, Josh! I turn over on the ground and wrap my arms around his body. I hear Tyler and Jenna come out and sit down across from us. "What happened?" I say directing my question towards Josh, he nods his head at Tyler and Tyler speaks, "He's ok for now, He must've just passed out or ran into something hard enough to fall over. He told me and Jenna he cant remember but.... yah so he's lost his voice pretty bad." Tyler finishes, my gaze never leaves Josh's face when Tyler speaks. I stand up and help him up, "So he's good for now though right?" I say to Tyler, "Yep, well me and Jenna are gonna go finish getting ready." Tyler says starting to leave, I walk over to them and hug them both, "Thank you." I whisper, they smile at us and leave. I spin myself around to face Josh, he looks a bit better since he's well, alive. "So are you okay?" I ask but mentally face palm, what a stupid question to ask, but he shakes his head and rubs it. "Does it hurt to talk?" he gives me a of course it does look and I say, "Ok, Did they give you any pain killers?" He shakes his head and I walk into the bathroom to my purse. I search through that forest looking for some pain killers. I find some and grab a cup to fill with water. This should work. I walk back out to the beds to see him laying in one, I giggle a bit and walk over to him, "Here sit up, this'll help." I say grabbing his back pulling him up, I tell him to open his mouth and he does. I put the pills in his mouth and he takes a sip of his water. His bright pink hair is knotted and messed up so I grab my brush from the side table and brush it out. I help him take off his shirt to reveal his muscular body, now I know its probably wrong to think this way about someone when they need your help but I cant help it so, call me a sinner. He smiles and I realize I've been staring too long, god I need to quit doing that. I look at his dark brown eyes and cant help but feel more attracted to him, I lean in for the kiss and he closes the gap, we just stay like that kissing for a few moments, holding onto each other as if we are about to fall away. We break the kiss for air and he snuggles into the blankets, I smile and tuck him in, "You get and hour then I'm waking you up." I let him know before walking over to the bathroom to finish putting my makeup on.

A/N

I'm sooooo sorry I haven't updated lately, stuff here has been absolutely crazy. Also I want you all to become part of this story too, so please comment a name for a new character or what you'd like to see happen in this story and ill include it in some way. Thank you all! <3