I Won't Give Up (P2Natasha x BLINDReader)

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Prompt: Natasha helps you as your emotional state worsens

Warnings: mentions depression/Swearing.

Requested By: NemesiSnow 

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You curse under your breath as you run right smack dab into a wall, you hear someone sigh from behind you before taking your arms in theirs and turning you in a totally different direction.

"Y/N/N, how many times have we told you to just call us?" Clint's voice demands, you sigh; you've been getting pretty good at remembering people's voices now-a-days. 

"God damn it, Clint, I was so close!" You whine while flailing your arms around. "Natasha would've been so proud!"

"Y/N, I hate to be the one to say this to you but you were in the living room." Clint mutters. "Unless that's where you wanted to be."

"I wanted to go to the bathroom." You grumble. 

"That's a job for Wanda then." Clint sighs. "I'll see you around."

"Clint."

"God damn it, I'm sorry. It just slipped my min-"

"I meant Clint, can you just turn me in the direction of the bathroom?"

"Oh, yeah sure..."

**TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY YOUR FAVORITE AVENGER HANDING YOU A BOX OF THE MOST ADORABLE PUPPIES**

Weeks have gone by since Natasha had left on a mission and you had been trying to find your way around, you never really could. Your state had worsened and the others began to notice, Natasha had tried to stay with you in between missions but whenever she left your state grew worse again. Now you just sit in your room, only coming out to use the bathroom or eat when a team member ultimately forces you to do so. 

That's only happened a few times now because you had honestly given up, you didn't care anymore. You lost your damn sight and you know that you could never be as good as you used to be, everyone knew it. Yet, they still lied to you and told you that everything was going to be okay.

Fuck that.

"Y/N, I need you to step carefully into this okay?" Wanda orders, you shake your head and curl under the covers more. "Come on please."

"Wanda I can't." Your voice cracks as tears stream down your face. "You know that I can't."

"Y/N, I know that you can. You know why? Because you're Y/N Y/M Y/L, Natasha fell in love with you for a reason. I know that you've been trying to make her proud so come here and make her proud." Wanda orders, you slowly sit up with a weary smile.

"Thank you." You whisper, you hear her sigh before the bed dips next to you and you're pulled into her arms.

"Now come here step into this carefully." Wanda orders while helping you up, you sigh and reach out your hands to touch the soft fabric.

"It's silk." You mutter. "What the hell....? Is it a dress?" 

"Maybe." Wanda mumbles as you slowly step into the dress, she pulls the dress up and starts to zip as you hold your hair up for her. "Gosh you look amazing, let me do your hair and makeup okay?"

"Why are you doing this?" You demand. 

"Reasons."

"That doesn't help me what so ever."

"I know."

**TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY LOKI SIGNING YOUR AUTOGRAPH**

**TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY LOKI SIGNING YOUR AUTOGRAPH**

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"Wanda please tell me where we're going." You whine as you are led down another hallway, Wanda chuckles as you hear a door open. You feel Wanda's precence leave your side as the doors behind you close, you gulp while taking a tentative step forward; only to trip on whatever was on the floor.

"Slow down there." You hear Natasha giggle as she catches you mid-fall. "I had a whole speech ready for you and everything."

"Guess I just had to move on then." You chuckle, Natasha laughs as she helps you stand up before leading you somewhere in the room. You hear a chair being pulled out and Natasha helps you sit down.

"I'm proud of you Y/N, really I am. The teams told me what you had been trying to do for me before this week came, and god I wish I had been here to see it." She whispers, you sigh as you move your head so it's facing the table (you hope). "I know that this isn't easy on you and I wish I could do anything to give your sight back but that's just how it happened. I know that you may never get used to it and I understand but I talked to Fury and he's holding off on the missions for a while and we're going to work on what you wanted to do since the beginning."

"Nat, I don't know if I can anymore." You state, your voice slightly cracking. Natasha grabs your hands with a small sigh.

"Yeah, well I do and so does everyone else sitting outside that door trying to listen in on our conversation." She states, you slightly chuckle. "You may not be willing to do this right away but I hope that you'll consider it because we just want to help."

"Thank you." You whisper. "You always know how to make me feel better."

(Oh my god I'm sorry, it's so cheesy and I'm cringing but I thought it would be good. If not don't hate me...)

"Y/N Y/M Y/L, I've loved you for a long time now and I know that I will keep loving you till I've got nothing left in my eyes-"

"So till you die?" You cluelessly interrupt, Natasha sighs before taking a composing breath.

"Yes, till I die. You know what you're going to keep interrupting me so Y/N, will you marry me?" She quickly rushes out before you can interrupt again, you sit in a silent surprise before slowly standing up with a smile and tears streaming down your face.

"Yes, a thousand fucking times yes." You cry, Nat chuckles at you before quickly pulling you into her arms.

"God I love you." She whispers.

"I love you too."

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