Marvel Imagines And One-Shots

I Forgive You (Steve x Reader)

Prompt: You and the team had gone on a Hydra mission and it didn't end up well....

Warnings: Feelings, I cried /Long

Requested By: No one

Y/S/N- Your sons name (6 1/2 age)
Y/D/N- Your daughters name (4 age)

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"Y/N." Fury whispers from across the table, you slightly shift as the cold metal of the handcuffs squeeze tighter. "I need to know what happened." 

"Nick." You sigh. "Please don't make me, I-I can't handle telling you this. I-I can't live through it again." 

"Y/N." Nick sternly replies. "You need to tell me how you single handedly took out the whole Avengers team, especially Steve." 

"Nick, I don't know." You whisper as the cuffs move again, you don't honestly know why they handcuffed you. You had nowhere to go, you didn't want to go anywhere anyways. 

"Y/N I'm trying to be nice, I'm trying to help you." He states, you take a deep breath before finally looking him in the eyes. 

"It started when we left for the base." You mumble. "That's when things started to go down."

"Cap, landing in five," Clint reports from the front of the jet, Steve nods as he looks over to you talking to Nat.

"Alright guys, this is just like any other mission," Steve announces. "In and out got it?" 

"Cap don't worry." Tony chuckles as he holds his mask in the crock of his arm. "We know how this works." The jet suddenly shakes horribly as it starts to descend from the air.

"Cap?" Clint calls from the front pilot's seat. "I don't know if we should continue."

"It's now or never Barton." Steve yells back. "We're going to continue." Both you and Nat share a look as the jet finally touches down, you already getting a bad feeling about all of this.

"Nick." You sigh. "Please don't make me continue." 

"Y/N, that's the beginning. I know the beginning, if I'm going to clear you; I need you to tell me everything." He replies.

"Clear me?" You hiss but you keep your eyes down. "I don't want you to clear me, I want you to end this."

"Y/N, you know I can't do that." Fury whispers, obviously upset about what you were asking him to do. 

"You don't understand how hard it is." You whisper, new tears flowing down your face. "To see their faces as I was forced to do that, yet not able to do a single damn thing about it."

"So you're saying that it wasn't you?" He questions.

"Of course it wasn't me." You mumble. "I'd never do that, I'd rather have someone shoot me in the head than do that in my own will." 

"Would you?" He demands.

"Are you saying you don't believe me?" You hiss.

"I always believe you Y/N but these are the questions I have to ask." He replies, the sadness evident in his eyes.

"If you know the answer why ask it?" You demand.

"Because I need to know if you're still there." He replies, you take a breath while looking down again.

"All clear in the west quadrant." You report while leaning against a wall to try and catch your breath.

"Clear here too, make your way to the middle and we'll finish the job there." Steve orders, you nod even though he can't see you as you push yourself off the wall to continue on. Only, something was different as you started to walk, you didn't know what but the air seemed to change. Slowly, you pull your gun out and aim it in front of you.