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SOPHIA

"I know it's not the right way to start this show but... I just wanted to share this song to you guys.. I really enjoyed our stay here in Europe and I hope you'll have fun tonight." I said and started to strum the guitar.

(Last Kiss by Taylor Swift Playing)

I remebered how I struggled so hard to get this far. To finally find myself, to forget the past and accept the things that happened.

I almost feel like I already moved on. But do I really can let him go?

Our last conversation just made me realize that I still love him. I will always love Shawn, nothing can erase what I feel for him. Its just that, fate is saying that we're not meant for each other. It always has it's way to separate us and I don't want to fight when I already know that I don't have the chances of winning. Because in the first place, he has Hazelle. I don't want someone to be hurt just for my own happiness and I'm not sure if Shawn thinks the same way too.

But then, there's Greyson. I don't want to hurt him too. He have done so many things for me, he's too benevolent.

I maybe should choose the right thing for us.

I felt hot tears streaming down my face. I tried to control them but I can stop it from flowing.

I closed my eyes.

When I opened it saw Shawn standing in front of me.

"Shhh.." He says and wipes my tears.

"I'm sorry for confusing you. I know you're upset but I still love you. But if you really have your final decision then I'll respect it. Just don't cry, baby, please." He says and hugged me.

Everyone makes noise but all I could feel is Shawn's around me.

I smiled and escaped from his hugs.

"Good luck, kill it tonight." I said before going back to my dressing room.

I know it's the best for the all of us.

Why is my life full of dramas? I just want to have a simple and happy life.

I didn't watched the whole shoe today. I just wanna be alone.

"John, do you know some salon here?" I asked him.

"Yeah. It's just 10 mins away from here" He answers.

He drove me to the salon and I told him that I'll be done in a hour.

"What can we do for you, Maam? Oh my.. Sophia Gabriels? Is that really you?" I just smiled to her.

"I want a haircut." I said and pointing how long she will cut.

"Aw. Your hair so pretty, are you sure about this?" She asks. She's jolly, I love her

"Yeah."

"Are you... at the stage of moving on?" She asks shyly.

I chuckled.

"Nah.. just really want a haircut. My hair is too long." She nods.

After 30 minutes she finished it and blow dry's why hair.

"It looked perfect to you." She says happily.

I looked at the mirror.

It was cute. I love the wavy part on the edge

"Thanks!" I said and pay on the cashier

"Wait!.." She rushes before I walked outside.

"Can we take a picture?" I smiled at her.

"Sure." She handed her phone to her co-worker and I smiled at the camera.

"Thank you! You're so pretty and kind! Hope to see you again." She says and I hug her.

"Hope to see you, too." I smiled and waved as I walk outside.

We drove back to the venue and I went to Tim.

"Oh my god. You chopped your hair?" He covers his mouth.

"Why? I love it this way." I respond.

"Oh my! You looked more beautiful." He says and checks my hair.

"Few more steps and I'll get there." I whispered to myself.