Over (COMPLETED)

Over 18

SOPHIA

Pick up the phone Shawn.

I called him again for the 6th time and then he answered

I sigh

"Hey" I say

"Something wrong?" He asks

"I just missed you"

"Oh. Okay" i feel so disappointed with his answer

"Are you busy?"

"Yeah. Were writing songs"

"Oh. Im sorry to bother"

"Oh. Check!" He says. What check?

"Check? What?" I ask in confusion

"You took my queen! I'll get your king!"

"What? What are you talking about?"

"That's not you. Were playing chess"

"I thought?" I thought he is busy?

"Nevermind... i auditioned to the cheerleading squad. And im nervous if they'll accept me"

He didn't answered

"Shawn?"

"Yeah?"

"Is that Sophie?..

  Uh-huh"  i heard someone asking him

"Hey" He greets

"Cam"

"How are you?"

"Im fine. I guess"

"You sure? You sound stressed" He sounds worried

"Im okay. I just called to tell Shawn i auditioned to the cheerleading squad"

"Really? That's great to hear!"

"Maybe i'll see the results next week"

"Im coming home next week. I'll go with you when you'll get the results"

"You don't have to.. but, thanks Cam. What is Shawn doing?

"Oh. Their playing board games"

"With whom?"

"With Hazelle"

"Oh. I gotta go. Take care Cam tell Shawn to take care too"

"I will"

"Bye" Then i hung up

I felt hot tears flowing from my face.

Why will Shawn tell me that he's busy even if he is only playing with Hazelle?

Doesn't he want to talk to me?

I miss him so much. It's almost a month since the last time i saw him.

They are working for his album and i miss him so bad

Hazelle is his co-writer. I heard that they will have a collaboration.

I don't want to overthink but i can't help it. Are we still good? I understand that he's busy but why would he say that?

I don't understand it. Damn it!

I walk outside and i wipe my tears.

I need some air. I need to be calm or i'll do something that i might regret someday.