Over (COMPLETED)

Epilogue

Sophia Elizabeth Gabriels

I woke up with a heavy heart. I feel like there's something in my chest that made me feel so bad..

I just don't feel this day.. this is it. You'd finally destroy one of them. You'd leave one of them broke. We can't stay with this kind of situation for too long. We can't go back and forth and hurt each other. We'll all just be miserable

I dressed up and drive to the venue. I don't want to see him. I don't want to see him because I know that I'd suddenly break down and forget what I've already conceived.

I saw Camila when I arrived. She's still not dressed and probably having a rehearsal.

"Soph!" She calls and hugs me.

"You okay? You look pale." She asks while touching my forehead. Checking if I have a fever.

"I'm fine, just lack of good sleep" I said and she nods.

I excused myself and went to the dressing room. Daniela is already there.

I greeted her and sat infront of the mirror. The door opened and I saw Tim on the reflection of the mirror.

"You really sure about this?" He asks. I told him about my plan, that I'll be quitting.

"Yeah." I mumbled and faced him.

He sighed and hugged me.

"Whatever makes you happy." He smiles and I nod. He's like a brother to me. I'm surely going miss him.

"You look sick, are you okay?" He asks and I checked myself in the mirror. Is that awful how I look that all of them think I'm sick?

"I'm good." I respond. He forced me to rest for a while but the show will start about an hour and I need to get ready. I convinced him that I'm fine and thankfully he let me to start preparing. He went out of the room and Daniela started to put some make up on my face.

I would really miss all of this. The shows, the people, the crowd, the screams and cheers, their support, my crew and my co-artists. All of this will part of my good memories. I would never forget that there was a time that everyone knows that a girl like me existed.

Daniela said she'll just going to talk to Tim and left me in the room. I stared at myself on the mirror. She's really a great artist. I look great. She perfectly covered my face with make up. But deep inside, I know what these make ups are covering. All the pain and hurt that I'm hiding.

I remember how simple and happy my life back then before Shawn took a toll in my life. I was just a normal average girl who loves to travel and have sleepovers with my friends. But when Shawn happened, everything changed. I became more happy but I also experienced heart breaks. He was my first love and definitely the last. I never imagined myself ending up with someone but him, and then until Greyson came. I thought I was really over with Shawn but then that's when I truly realized that it will be always him. No one can make me feel so inlove but Shawn. He just stole my heart and locked it to his palms so I won't be able to look for someone else. And I hate him for that, I hate that I'll be stuck in my whole life loving him. But it was spontaneous. I'm glad that I met him, he just made me feel how magical is to be inlove and to be loved in return. I would never regret giving all I have to him. He owns me, all of me. And even if we won't end up with each other, he would still own me. Because all of my being is already on his hands. I gave everything to him and I don't think that I could take it back. And I really don't have a plan to.

My phone suddenly rings and I saw Greyson's name flashing on the screen. I sighed before answering it.

"Hey." I greeted.