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Epilogue

Shawn Peter Raul Mendes

I'm so excited to be back. I will finally see her, hug her and lock her in my arms. I missed her so bad. I just wanna kiss her endlessly and tell her how much i love her

I look at myself in the mirror and smiled. We're gonna be singing at iHeart Radio Awards and i'm going to ask her to be my girl again 'cause Hazelle finally let me go. She just wanted me to be there on her chemo. We went to europe for weeks and i took care of her. I'm glad she's doing fine because i'm already tired and i miss Sophia so much. I'm going insane if i won't see her tonight

This is the day that i've been waiting for. After the pain and hurt that we've been through. We can finally shout to the whole world how much we loved each other.

I will never forget how i fell the first day i saw her. I was singing at the park and she was smiling watching me until the crowd pulled her away. I did everything to find her and i'm glad that Aaliyah knows her because they we're our neighbors. I love it how she laughs at my lame jokes.. I love it when she watches me asleep, though i'm not really asleep i just love that she'll brush my hair gently using her fingers and plants a soft kiss on me cheek.

I love the way how he hates and curse math. I love it how she removes the olives and bell peppers on her pizza. I love the way she smiles that makes my heart go wild. I love it when she brings the best out of me. She's my inspiration and downfall at the same time.

I will never forget that she left me just for me to chase my dreams. She supports me in every possible way. She's too selfless that made me love her more. A day won't pass that i wouldn't fall in love with her over and over.

I know i'm not perfect and i don't deserve a girl like her. But i promise and i will do my best just to be deserving for her. I can't imagine life without her. She's all i need. I can leave everything and anything just for her. She makes me happy and scared at the same time.

I know she's avoiding me but i won't let anything take her away from me. If we need to fly across the globe and live at antartica, i would. Just to protect her from criticisms and this cruel world.

I parked my jeep and waved happily to the people around.

I also love when he treats everyone as her friend and not as a fan. She's so kind hearted and it's contagious. When i think of all the families and the school we built, she's all i remember. I remember how she cried and hugged me so tight because of too much happiness. It's so easy to make her happy yet it's easy for her to get hurt

I walked around and saw Cameron

"Did you see Sophia?" I asked him

"She's at her dressing room" I nodded and walked my way inside the venue

"Shawn!" I saw Camila and she gave me a hug

"How's life? Never heard of you this past few weeks" She beams

"Just busy with the album.. Is Sophia at her dressing room?" I asked and her face went cold

"Uh.. yeah.. She's talking with Greyson at the phone" My heart stopped for a while and i freeze for a moment.. Greyson again

I never thought that someday she will find a guy who will love her and she will love the way she should be. My world's crashed down that day and i know it's my fault. I hurted her. And i know it's not impossible for her to fall in love to another guy. And then Greyson came. I never knew that Sophia will love him so much that she'll choose to keep us a secret. I know i don't have the right to complain, but did you know how it fucking feels? That she was only yours then now you have someone to share with? And the funny thing is, you're not the priority. But tonight, i'll make sure that she'll be mine again. I will do anything just to have her back