Over (COMPLETED)

Bonus Chapter

Alternate Ending

I wore a simple dress and look at myself on the mirror.

Greyson asked me to go out for a dinner when he came back.

I wanted to say no but I couldn't.

And Shawn, I never heard anything from him after the iHeart Radio Awards. I drove straight at home when our performance was done. I didn't even finished the whole night.

He didn't called me.

He didn't even bother to follow me.

He doesn't go to my house.

My life feels.. so quiet.

It felt so weirdly unusual.

I walk outside when I heard Greyson's mustang from the driveway.

We used to have dinner like this but the difference is, I was not the same girl.

I wasn't excited anymore.

I wanted to feel anything but I just felt numb.

I tried to smile when he got out and greets me.

"Hey," he calls and kisses me on the cheek. "You okay? You look pale."

"I'm fine."

He nods and opens the passenger's.

I sat comfortably and waited him to go inside.

"I missed you," he mumbles and I just wanted to die.

How could I ever hurt this guy? He is so great.

I just smiled at him.

I don't wanna lie to him anymore.

I don't want my lies piled up and bug me for life.

I was just watching him drive on our way to the restaurant and he's oblivious with my stares.

They say, if you love two person, always choose the second one. Because you wouldn't fall for anyone else if you really love the first one.

But why do I find it wrong? When everytime, I look at him.. I just feel so guilty.. for dragging him in my troubled life.

Because it will always be him.

It will always be Shawn.

But I guess.. I would learn to love him. Not like the way I love Shawn but somehow, I will.

He guided me inside and the restaurant was empty.

"You rented the whole place?" I ask when the receptionist guides us on the only table in the middle.

"Of course," he whispers to my right ear. "It's a special night."

God. Please tell me I'm wrong.

He pulls the chair for me and I thanked him after I sat comfortably.

"I told them to prepare your favorites," he says and I smiled.

He pays attention with everything. Even the little things. I'm just grateful that I met him.

I know I'm selfish but I have to do this.

I know, someday, I will move on and maybe.. learn to love him.

"Do you ordered molted lava cake?" I ask, my eyes twinkling.

He chuckled.

My appetite these past few weeks... it's so weird and out of the blue.

He nods. "You're getting quite.. fat."