Greyson and i are dating for two months. And it's been two months after our heart breaking scene outside the bar
Shawn is out of sight. I heard he's busy writing songs for his second album and i bet Hazelle's with him. Good for the both of them, i'm noy trying to sound bitter but curioisity still kills me why he's still sticking with Hazelle. I deserve an answer the second he told me that he still loves me.
"What is it? I can almost hear you thinking" Grey asks while driving. We're on our way to the East Club, where Cara's birthday will be celebrated
"Nah. Just thinking about your upcoming graduation" I lied. Oh god, forgive me for all of my lies. I just don't want him to be insecure with Shawn
"You'll be there of course. I wanted you there" He says and smiles at me sweetly
We arrived at the venue around 8 and i can almost see a bunch of people inside
"Where's Kylie?" I asked Hayes
"Girl talk" He says and points to Cara and Kylie busy laughing
I gave Hayes a hug before i walked to my girls
"Happy birthday!" I greeted my bestfriend. She stood up and gave me a tight hug
I handed her a box and she smiles
"I bet this is hella expensive" She cheerfully says and shakes the box
I gave her a Chanel necklace of course
"See for yourself" I said and sat beside Kylie
"So what's up? Girl, i never seen you this glooming and happy 'til Greyson bumped into your life!" She says and i chuckled
"So, you're a Greyson fan now?" I joked and gulped the shot of tequila
"Hm.. kind of" She jokes and we continued talking
We drink and danced all night. I'm so crocked. My whole body is numb and i can almost feel my head crack because of pain
"Easy there, babe" Grey grabs the shot glass and placed it away from me
"Why?" I asked
"You're already drunk" He explains and i burried my face on his chest, feeling his warmth
"Yes? Now?" He said annoyed talking someone over the phone
"Okay. I'll be there" He hangs up and looked at me
"I'll get you home, there's an emergency on the studio. I need to be there" He explains and i checked my watch. It's still early
"You can go. I can manage" I said softly
"No.. i'll drive you. You don't have your car with you" He insists
"We'll take care of her, Greyson. Hayes and i will sent her home" Kylie suggests and he sighs in defeat
"We'll take care of her, don't worry" Hayes assures him while tapping his shoulders
"Behave, okay? Call me when you got home" He reminds and gave me a peck.
He nodded to Hayes and Kylie and kissed me in the forehead before he left
"Your boyfie is really protective" Kylie chuckles and i massage my head. It hurts like hell, dafuq
"He's here?" Cara asked surprised but i'm not in my sense because of this stupid headache
"Hey" Kylie greets someone
"Never saw you lately, what keeps you busy?" Cara asks giggling and my eyes are still shut
"I'm just busy writing my second album" He replies and i felt someone sat beside me
"Sophia.." He calls and helds my hand
"Hmm?" I respond lazily
I slowly opened my eyes to find out who it is and my heart just snapped when his angelic face exposed in front of me, smiling like there's no tomorrow
"What the hell?" I huffed as he drags me out of the bar
"Let go of me, Shawn!" I yelled but he didn't stopped
"Shawn! I said let go" He finally stopped and tightened his grip
"I will never let you go" He said, his teeth gritted that gave me goosebumps
"Why are you like this? I'm already happy and yet you'd come back and make me upset again? This is unfair, Shawn" I hissed
"I'm so tired thinking why would you say you love me if you're still with Hazelle! It tires me, really. And i'm already over it. Just please, leave me alone" I asserted but he didn't move. My words seems nothing to him he just smiled at me weakly
"I can't..." He pauses "I love you, and it fucking hurts that you are pushing me away" He yelled back and i feel nervous.
"Because i already have a boyfriend, Shawn. You too have your girl with you. So what's with this chase and you keep on fighting over this when we both know that its all over, we both know that its wrong!" I said as i am catching my breath. My chest hurts
"We will never be over, Sophia. We can make this work" He simply stated that left me speechless
I couldn't think right, right now. My head hurts and i'm drunk fuck
"Make this work? Are you crazy? We're both in relationships and i love Greyson. For goodness sake, Shawn! What's inside you're brain?" I almost screamed my lungs in so much frustration. I don't know what to feel.
He stepped towards me and kissed me aggresively but i pushed him
"Why are you doing this?" I said my voice almost cracked
"Because i love you, i know you love me too" He says while engulfing me with a hug
"I don't love.. you.. anymore" I said stuttering
"Don't fool yourself.. we both know you do" He says kissing the top of my head "I don't ask for too much. I just want you to be mine, i just want to be you and me when no ones watching" He stated that broke my heart. What is he pointing out?
"But-.." He cuts me off
"I know this is wrong but its the only way i can think that i can be with you. Please... its all i ask" His voice are weak that almost shattered my heart. I can't stand seeing Shawn like this
"We can make things work.. I promise. Even its just a secret" He adds
I lifted my head and stared his eyes. Small tears are escaping from it. It hurts me so bad seeing him like this. What should i do? I love Greyson but i love Shawn too
He kissed me and i find myself kissing him back. What the hell am i doing? Is this because of the alcohol or did i really just agreed to our secret relationship?
"When no ones watching.." I whispered in his ear and kissed him again
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We're almost there guys! Sophia and Shawn having a secret relationship? just wtf? Lmao
So yeah i have another Shawn Fanfic, the title is Growing Up A Mendes. I started writing it but i still didn't publish the first chapter because i'm still waiting for feedbacks on the Prologue. Please check it on my Profile :)
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And can we just appreciate how hot the photo above? It just left me speechless. Shawn is so damn hot!
