Over (COMPLETED)

Over 40

SOPHIA

"Sophia? Where are you? It's so loud in there!" Cara asks on the other line.

I texted her the place. I'm at the bar again. Yes, I'll be wasted tonight and no one can stop me!

I called Greyson yesterday to fix things between us but guess what he said?

"I don't have time for this. I have a lot of things to do."

Yeah. He's a jerk. I couldn't sleep last night when those words repeatedly echoed in my mind.

I started to drink hard liquors and I almost feel numb.

After I realized that it's him, he'll just say that? Are you fucking kidding me?

"One more please," I asked the bartender and he places another shot to the counter. I smiled at him.

Someone sat beside me but I'm too lazy to even care.

"Sophia?" He calls and I turned to face him.

Oh, fuck.

"What the hell are you doing? And why are you drinking?" He asks and I just ignored him.

"Another please." My eyes are too heavy because of the effect of the alcohol.

"Stop it," He tries to grab it from me but he failed. I gulped it straight.

"One more," I mumbled and he gave me a sharp look. The hell I care!

The guy places on the counter again.

"I said stop it!" He finally grabs it and I just gave him an evil grin.

"What's your problem, mister?" I asked him teasingly while touching his jaw and he stiffens with my touch.

I chuckled.

"Are you trying to get wasted?" He asks irritated.

"I'm not trying. I'm actually doing it." I respond and requested for another shot.

"Don't," He says to the bartender.

"Why are you intruding me here? I'm not bothering you. So go away!" I said but he didn't budge.

"What's happening to you?" I gave him a weak smile and laughed sarcastically.

"You know what? I get it. You don't have time for shits and I'm already trying to accept it so just distance yourself and leave me alone." I said before walking to the dance floor. I'm so tired of crying and chasing him. I god damn even swallowed my pride!

I went to the center and started dancing. I just want to have fun and forget all the dramas in my life but he's here to detain it!

"Hey, pretty." Someone calls from my back. I can feel his breath on my nape. I continued dancing and faced him.

He's cute. But definitely not my type. I danced like there's no tomorrow. I'm sure Cara would kill me if she knews I came here alone so I must enjoy the most out of it before she berates me.

"Aw!" Someone pulled me and dragged me out from the bar. My head hurts like hell, darn it!

"Why are you always distrubing my happiness? I want to go back." I said trying to retrive my hands but his grip is to tight that I'm almost hurt.

He inclines me to his car door and looks straight to my eyes. My stomach feels sour that I'm going to vomit any minute.

"What?" I spat.

"Shit. Don't let me regret for letting you go." He curses and locks me with his arms.

"You know you would! I fucking want to slap it to your face that you've lost the girl who will do anything for you!" I said without my voice breaking and escaped from him and quickly ran away.

You know the remorse, Greyson! Deal with it because I'm freaking tired!

He surprisingly grabs my wrist to stopped and pulled me, slamming his lips into mine. My thoughts went blank as my heart jumps causing by his kiss.

There's no movement but his lips were pressed to mine for too long that made my knees go weak. Darn it! You'd still leave me after this, that's why I pushed him.

I twitched my hair in so much frustration and yelled out of nowhere. Thank god no ones around.

"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME? ARE YOU HAPPY TO SEE ME MISERABLE?" I almost yelled out all of my voice that caused me to ran out of breath.

"Fuck! I can't even stand seeing you with someone else. Do you know how it kills me thinking what are you doing, what kind of dress are you wearing that might other guys check on you? It's making me fucking paranoid!" He emotionally says, his voice was full of frustration.

"I'm at London trying to move on but my heart is still with you. I can't have a good sleep every night thinking if you're fine and safe sleeping on your own. I can't start a new life if I left my heart and soul to you. I can't take it back because I already offered it to and I don't have a plan of reclaiming it," He says panting on his outburst and I'm left speechless.

He comes close englufing me with his warm arms.

"And I regret it already" He whispers. "Do you still want me?" He asks and I closed my eyes feeling his warmth. This feeling is so good. Am I dreaming?

I nodded and hugged him tighter.

"We'll make things work now," he said and I was surprised so I faced him.

"You hear me? We'll make us happen, Sophia. You're my girl now and no one else." He grins and all of my emotions grew.

I hugged him again. I'm so happy right now. I really hope that I'm not dreaming.

"Damn. I missed you so much" He says and kisses the top of my head." I want to say this to you so bad, but I haven't got the guts." He pauses and cups my face looking straight to my eyes. His stares are drowing me.

"I love you," He mumbles and my lips instantly curved. I feel like my heart would just explode for to much happiness.

"I love you too, Greyson." I replied and he planted a soft kiss on my lips again.

Damn. This is so good to be true.

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We're on our waaaaay guys! Some chapters more 'til Shawn's exposure. I'm sure y'all miss Shawn but he'll be there, he's busy eating muffins somewhere lol hahahaha just kidding.

Shawn will turn 18 in just a few days. I'm so freaking excited and not yet ready at the same time! My baby is all grown up *cries*