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SOPHIA

I was 10 minutes late when i arrived where Hazelle told me the place. She said she wanted to tell me something. I hesitated first but it seems so important that's why i accepted the favor.

I saw her back and i slowly sat in front of her

"I don't have such time so just go straight to the point" I stated and she sighed. Weighing what to say, i can't read her expression. And she also became thin as the last time i saw her. She looks pale

"I know i may sound desperate but it's my last straw" She pauses and helds my hand "Please tell Shawn not to leave me" She pleads and tears are slowly escaping from her eyes

"Wh..what? Why are you telling me that?" I said confused

"Because i know you two have a secret relationship. I'm not stupid.. i confronted him and he didn't denied it" She says between her sobs "He said that he's tired. He'll leave me.. i can't loose him. Please, just render him to me.. i need him.. so much" She adds that made her cry more

I don't know what to say. I know there's people going to be hurt because of us. But its worst than i thought. I pity her. I know exactly how it feels but i love Shawn and i can't give him up

"I can't..." I said softly and she looks at me with bloodshot eyes

"Please... Sophia. I need him as much as you do" She says.. her voice are weak and i can't see her like this

"Even if i do, i know he wouldn't do leave me" My words full of empathy. I want to be nice to her because she's hurt but she has to wake up and accept that Shawn will never be hers

"I know... that's why i talked to you. I know he'll listen to you.. please. I need him" She bursts into tears again. We've been through a lot. I just let go of that

"I have a stage 2 cancer.. i need him to give me strength during my medications.. please. He's all i need" I was bewildered of what she said. All this time, that's why Shawn can't leave her

"Can you just.. have your family with you?" I said. Hoping this would end well

"My mom is already dead. And my father... i don't know where he is. My brother can't take care of me.. he's too young" My heart shattered into million pieces hearing all those from her. She's been through hell

She stood infront of me and kneeled down. Holding my legs

"Please.. i need him.. i love him so much" She cries and i tried to stand her up

"Hazelle.. stand up!" I said, trying to calm myself. This is so much to bear

"Please.. i'm begging you" All the people are staring at us but she's still on the floor

I took a deep breath. I want to be happy but i can't be selfish. If she really needs Shawn.. i'll do my best to help her. She needs to get better

I called Shawn when i got home. I told him to pack some clothes because we'll be having a short vacation. I want to spend a little more time before i gave her to Hazelle. She's right, she needs him more than i do but i want to have a lot memories to look back so i won't regret this for my whole life.

We meet at the usual place and i hopped inside of his car.

"So, what do you plan?" He asks holding my hand

"Would you run away with me? Just for today?" I asked. Trying my best just to control my tears

"Do i have to answer that?" He happily replies "Course, baby. Even for the lifetime. As long as i'm with you" His words are slowly crashing my heart into ashes. It hurts so much..

I smiled at him.. you have to do this.. Its for the best

We switched positions. He insist that he will drive but i said that he doesn't know the place.

I drove at the private resort that i rent somewhere far in the city.

We finally got there after a long drive. It was exhausting but i need to savour every moment because i'm sure it will be the last. I wanted to be happy for the last time

"Why do you suddenly want to go here?" He asks, his right arm are behind my waist pulling me closer to him

"I need to unwind" I replied timidly

We went straight to our room to change clothes and unpack our things.

"Swim?" He asks and i nodded

I wore a two piece bikini and a see-through. No one will see us here because i rented the whole place

"Hottie alert" He whistles when i walked out of the bathroom

I throwed him my shirt and he chuckles

We walked to the seaside and its almost sunset. We are sitting on the sand hugging each other. I will miss this, i will miss Shawn so much

"Is something bothering you?" He asks worried.

"Nah. I'm just happy" I replied and he kisses the side of my head

"I love you, Shawn" I mumbled and i looked to his eyes

"I love you, Sophia. So much that i'd do everything just to be with you" I want make him stop. Stop him from making me fall for him over and over because it hurts so much. But i can't, i love it how he make these damn butterflies go wild inside of me

We decided to swim and he's always behind me hugging me from the back

We swim and i'm just at the shallow part of the sea.

"Shawn!" I yelled because i can't see him

"Shawn! Damn it. Where are you?" I shout again but no one answered

Fuck, Shawn. My heart is beating so fast. I swim to look for him but i can't see. Its too dark under water

"Gotcha!" He says from the back that made my heart jump. Fuck, that scared me

"Shawn! You just scared the shit out of me" I hissed and he chuckles

"I really find it hot when you curse, baby" I slapped his chest. He scared me! I thought he drowned. Goodness!

I think i will cry any minute! I thought i will have a heart attack

"I'm sorry" He kisses my cheek "Sorry baby" I hugged him so tight. I never want to let him go, i just love him so much

We both decided to head back to our room and change clothes and he's staring at me while i'm drying my hair with a towel still wearing the two piece bikini. I dropped the towel on the bed and walk towards him. I ran my fingers to his chest down to his abs

"Shit.." He curses and i started to kiss him. It was a deep and passionate one. I can taste the mint on his mouth.

He slowly laid me to the bed without breaking the kiss.

"Sophia.." He calls and looks straight to my eyes

"I want you Shawn. Please" I mumbled and continued kissing him

If this was the last time i will be with him, i would never regret giving myself to him. I want this day to be memorable. I want this last moments don't fade away in my mind. I want him to own me for the last time. No, he will own me forever.

I would give myself to him with all of my heart so i will remember this day after i gave him to her. And thinking of it just shatters me into thousand pieces

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Guyss... i can't stop crying because of this :'( sucks that i can't write a love scene. I'm so innocent :D