That's Not Okay

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"Zero, wake the fuck up already." I heard as the door slammed open. I groaned and threw a pillow in the direction of the annoyance. I heard it hit something, or someone, and smirked into the pillow. "Seriously, get up I need to talk to you about something that might make both of our lives easier." Kaname said with a sigh and I reluctantly sat up after rolling onto my back.

"What is so important that you had to wake me up this early?" I asked as I glared softly at him. It was only my third day here and I wasn't sure why I felt so comfortable. Kaname took a breath as if he were about to explain the best theory as to why God created dinosaurs if he was going to destroy them all.

"I'm going to step down." He stated simply and I just looked at him, which apparently made him think he could elaborate. "If I step down, give up the throne, whatever, Yuki would be next in the family so it would make it easier for both of us!" He said in a tone that sounded like he was extremely proud of himself.

"Or," I began. "Or I could just leave and you marry Yuki like originally planned." I stated with my hand on my chin as if deep in thought. He narrowed his eyes at me. "Honestly, I don't even see why I have to be here in the first fucking place."

"You don't have a fucking choice Mr. Negativity." He said deeply and I rolled my eyes. "Being a knight, you can't get out of it. You could be the shittiest person alive- clearly -and still not lose the right to the throne. Knights are promised the throne, and the highest available royal alive." He stated.

"Then make yourself unavailable." I simply said and he looked at me, moving his mouth in fish like movements as if he were trying to say something but his words wouldn't form. "I can't be king without a queen, and if I don't have a queen I'll never have to be king. They'll give it back to you."

"It's not the simple." He said even though he sounded extremely unsure about that. "Is it?" I shrugged.

"Hell if I know. It would make sense, as long as all the pure bloods were unavailable, it would only seem fitting to call me unable." I said, leaning against the headboard. "Why don't you.... Why don't you just tell your parents that you don't want to marry me?" I asked after a few minutes of silence.

"Because! They'd be so fucking disappointed." He admitted and I was shocked. "The only thing they want more than world peace is for me to marry someone of high importance."

"Then why would they be disappointed?" I asked, making him look at me like I'd grown three heads and asked to fuck. "I'm not anything important. I'm a twenty-six year old asshole who cares about nothing but himself. I'd be more disappointed in you for marrying a guy like me." I stated honestly.

"I'm starting to get the idea that you're not against marrying me because you don't like me, but rather against it because you don't think you're good enough." He stated and I snorted.

"No, I fucking hate you, but I'm trying to get out of this as much as you are." I informed and he simply sighed. After a minute, I chuckled which made him look at me with a slightly amused smirk. "What's your reason for getting out of this?"

"What kind of shit question is that?" He asked and I looked at him expectantly. "Well- well I don't like you, that's for fücking sure." He stammered. I raised my eyebrows at him and he huffed. "Fine, I'm not entirely against the whole thing with you -but don't think I like you- it's just that I'm not entirely keen on the whole 'I have to bear your fucking children' thing." He stated, getting slightly snappy towards the end.

"So you're perfectly fine with being bound to me for the rest of our painfully long and miserable lives, but you don't like the idea of having my babies? Most people would go nuts over the possibility!" I joked. He rolled his eyes.

"Do you have any idea how painful that would be?" He said, cringing at the thought. I smirked.

"But you're also okay with taking it up the ass?" I asked and he groaned loudly. "Yeah the next time you groan it's gonna be from pure pleasure old man."

"Oh my fucking god what the fuck is wrong with you? Really? Mental illness?" He asked with a hand over his eyes. I simply chuckled some more. "How can you go from hating me, to talking about having sex with me?"

"I don't have to like you, to fuck you." I said with a smirk and he literally looked like he was about to kick me out.

"Get out of my fucking house." Speak of the fucking devil, and he shall appear. I shrugged and began to get up but he quickly shook his head. "I didn't mean it!"

"Clingy, are we?" I asked and he lightly hit is head on the wall he was leaning on. "Anyway, I need to shower so unless you're gonna join me, get the fuck out." I said, jerking my thumb towards the direction of the bathroom. I was shocked when it seemed like he was actually debating it but he shook his head slightly and walked out. I bit back the urge to laugh at him.

He was so clearly confused with all of this that he couldn't even lie about how he felt about it. I knew he didn't like it, I knew he was flustered and frustrated by all of this. But that wasn't going to stop me from playing with him. I stripped myself of my clothes and turned the water on and waiting for it to get to the temperature I liked. I went to grab a towel when the door slung open and I squeaked.

"Zero!"

"What?!" I yelled as I covered up my junk, but the intruder clearly didn't seem fazed by me being nude.

"Why didn't you tell me you and Kaname were engaged?" She pouted and I groaned internally. "I mean, I'm happy for you but I can't believe you didn't tell me! That's not okay!"

"Right. Sorry, I guess I was so busy trying to get out of this I forgot to fucking mention it!" I snapped, not really meaning too.

"Oh... I'm sorry, I thought it was mutual, but I guess it's just Kana." She said with a giggle. "Are you okay?"

"I'm not okay, I fucking promise."


See what I did there^ yeah it's because I'm pissed fuck my liking of MCR idek. Sorry this took so long to get out! Someone has had most of attention *cough* you know who you fucking are 😉 *cough*

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