Penny for My Thoughts

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It's not because I am.

It's not because my heart is teeming with love and affection

That I might as well share with you,

It's not because the fantasies my eyes have seen

Had finally come true,

It's not because my feet had carried me along with the wind

And brought me to places I've never known,

It's not because my hands have held the moon and the stars

And just like them, I shone,

It's not because my lips have spoken brilliant words

That poets, upon reading, were filled with jealousy,

It's not because my soul resembled that of an Amaranth

That everyone would be pleased to see


It's because I'm not.

It's because my heart is just as hollow as the black hole

This world would soon become,

It's because the brilliant flicker in my eyes

Was a mere reflection of where I came from,

It's because my feet are now tired and worn

From finding my place in this world,

It's because my hands are now filled with blisters

From writing thoughts I just can't put into words,

It's because my lips have told crimson lies

The reason why it bleeds,

It's because my soul have turned into a monster

That now, I find hard to feed


Poetry was never a place

To leave a penny for my thoughts,

It is however the pretty lie

Of everything I'm not

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