Opposites

s i x t y - f o u r

big thanks to Skyline_C  for the pictures above regarding Zelody's first time 😂❤️

Melody

My eyes nervously look around everyone, as my fingers fumble with the hem of my shirt.

Taking deep breaths every now and then, I try my best not to show that I'm limping.

The pain between my legs is still there from yesterday, preventing me from walking normally.

It still hits me.

It still hits me that I'm no longer a virgin after yesterday.

After Zayn got to his bedroom, he threw me across the bed, leaving me a moaning mess. I watched him as he fumbled through his drawers in search for a condom. When I realized what he was searching for, my pulse increased at what would happen. Suddenly, I got scared. Then, with his heavy breathing, Zayn rapidly jumped over the bed when he found a condom. He began to strip from his clothes, but slowly stopped when he noticed my terrified expression. Zayn hesitantly asked if I wanna do 'it', and I stayed silent for about five minutes, until I finally nodded my head. Giving him an assuring 'Yes', Zayn put on the condom after dropping his boxers somewhere in the room. I clenched my eyes tightly, feeling my heart shaking in my ribcage. Zayn hovered over my body. Before actually entering me, Zayn re-asked me if I'm okay with what's about to happen. Nodding vigorously again, I was sure that I want to do it. I was sure that I want to lose my virginity to him. Zayn entered me after asking for the third time, and at that moment I felt my soul literally leaving my body, with how much it hurt. It hurts like hell. With each thrust, I let out a scream of agony. With each thrust, Zayn kissed my forehead tenderly. Zayn went slow after that for me to adjust, then when I told him that he can move, he thrusted harder, making me moan in pleasure instead of pain.

Thinking about yesterday, makes my cheeks warm up, as I close my legs tightly.

Now, the soreness and pain between my legs probably won't leave for the next week.

Maybe, we shouldn't have done it yesterday. Not because I was hesitant or something, but because I have rehearsals today, and I honestly don't know how I'm gonna do that. I can barely move.

After Maria—the one in charge of the rehearsals— showed me the way to the stage, I drop my bag on the stage floor, looking ahead of me.

With my hands on my hips, my eyes rake the stadium in front of me. Madison Square Garden is definitely huge.

Every seat is obviously empty since the show is in five days, and a few workers are wandering here and there, doing whatever they're assigned to. All in all, I've got the empty arena to myself for the next three hours, to get myself ready for the show. Liam and Niall said they'll be here in half an hour or so, to join me.

My phone gets me out of my thoughts, as I bend quickly to retrieve it from my bag.

Zayn's name flashes across the screen, bringing a smile on my face.

"Hi," I grin.

I hear him coughing then he rasps, "Hello." I figure that he just woke up even though it's two in the afternoon.

Before I can say anything back, Zayn says, "How're you feeling?"

"I'm fine, just sitting around—"