Leaving Me

Chapter 34

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But okay guys I really have to thank lucaspocus for being another person to stick by me in this book. Tysm ily!

Luke's POV:

I am so pumped to get on stage and perform. I feel so much better about tonight knowing my girlfriend is here.

She already made me feel so special and happy tonight. I'm glad that we were able to take the next step in our relationship. Not to put this wrong or anything but I'm glad we did if you know what I mean.

Okay I'll stop now.

Tonight is super big for me though. I wrote a song for Franky while we were apart. It is called 'Where ever you are'. I really hope she loves it as much as I do. Honestly, I'm really proud of that song. I put my heart and soul in this song and its all for her.

She's so special to me I never ever want to lose her.

"Hey Luke c'mon mate its time." Calum pats me on the shoulder taking out of my thoughts.

"Man, I think I'm nervous." Calum speaks again.

"Why are you nervous, we have been doing this for awhile now." I shrug

"You do know how big this arena is? Please tell me you at least took a peak earlier." Calum pleads.

"Yes Cal I did look I'm just trying to stay focus. Besides, don't try and freak me out you know Franky is here tonight, I don't wanna mess up." I state plainly to him.

"Yeah I know mate I'm sorry just be ready, okay?"

"Yeah Cal I'll be fine, all my attention will be on Franky anyways." I smile.

"Aren't we performing that song you wrote for her tonight?" Calum questions me.

"No Cal we are playing it at tomorrows show when Franky isn't here to watch." I snark.

"Hey take it easy with the sarcasm mate." Calum puts his hands up in surrender. "Now shut up we gotta go on." Calum continues.

I laugh in response and the four of us run onto stage.

Once we are on thousands, and I mean thousands of screaming people fill my ears. The screams are louder then any other show I've played. The more people the louder it is I suppose.

I walk up to my mic "Hey how is everyone doing tonight?" I yell.

The whole crowd just screams for a response. That always cracks me up for some reason.

"I want you all on your feet, having the best fucking time of your life!" Michael yells.

The crowd moves into a standing position and start screaming. I look over at Michael, anyone could tell that he is getting emotional.

I look over at Calum and he's just like Michael, crying. He gives me a really big smile then turns to his mic.

"Thank you all for coming! I know this show is for our new mates One Direction; but I can't help but feel at home when I'm on stage." Calum stops because he gets really choked up.

"Thank you Cal for that depressing introduction but that was all true. We are all very thankful that we can live our dream. But without a further a do we would like to play a song that we wrote a little while ago called don't stop." I say to the crown of people.

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We are about to play the song I wrote for Franky. Its the last song of the night, I really wanted to end the show like this.

I scan the first 5 rows, knowing Franky is in one of them. Ellena said she tried so get the best tickets as possible.

I finally find her, she's in the fourth row. She is staring right at me, smiling.

I smile back and mouth 'I love you'. She mouthed it back right away.

"Alright you guys so this is the final song of the night from us until One Direction. It was really fun tonight but for our final song I want to slow it down. This song is called where ever you are; I wrote it for someone really special to me thats actually in this crowd right now!" I say I into the mic.

I look over at Franky and she had that look on her face that reads 'what are you doing'.

"Alright lets go." I point to the lads and the song begins.

I look back at her again and start singing. I'm not going to break my eye contact with her, this song is only for her.

I begin the song "For awhile we pretended that we never had to end it but we knew we had to say goodbye. You were crying at the airport when they finally closed the plain doors, I could barely hold it all inside."

I then finish the song. I'm so ecstatic right now. The crowd is roaring and there isn't a dry eye in this whole fucking place.

Franky and Ellena are sobbing into each others shoulders. I feel so bad that I made my baby cry I just hope that they are happy tears.

We run off stage and I'm just a sweaty mess. Michael runs to the dressing room, we all follow.

All four of us are sitting in the couch when the door bursts open.

Ellena and Franky.

Ellena runs straight to Calum and engulfs him into a big hug.

I stand up and Franky then engulfs me too. This is a different kind of hug that we have ever shared. It has so much love and passion, I never want to let her go.

"Luke?" She whispers quietly into my ear.
"That song, did you write it for me?" She continues.

"Yes, baby I did." I pet her hair trying to calm her down. I know she is crying because I feel her tiny tears getting my shoulder wet.

"I-It was just so- just like how I felt and what was happening at the airport. W-When you sang that song tonight I just lost it, I don't want to leave Luke. I mean w-we are leaving tomorrow morning and I-."

"Hey, hey slow down everything is going to be okay my beautiful angel. We are going to see each other again after you leave. I promise." I grab her shoulders and pull her back so I can wipe the tears from her sad eyes.

I'm tired of seeing her sad I miss my happy girl.

Sometimes I really regret going on this tour but then the other times its the best decision of my life.

A/N: SO MANY FEELS

ALSO SCHOOL IS STARTING SUPER SOON. AHHHH.

LOVE YOU GUYS SEE YOU NEXT CHAPTER!