Leaving Me

Chapter 35

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Franky's POV:

Today is the day I may slip back into my depression. Today is the day I never wanted to come when I came here. Today...is the day I leave Luke.

Ellena and I are on our way to the airport. We are going to meet the boys there. Is it weird that I'm nervous to say goodbye?

I already know that its going to be really hard to say goodbye...again. 

We just arrived at the air port. Its 4:35am, we have almost a half an hour to visit with everyone before we have to go.

When we walk through the doors I smell McDonalds and...burnt plastic? Just like last time when I was at an airport there is people crying. But never the less they're also some excited people, maybe going on vacation?

I bet thats really exciting for people going on vacation; you get to spend time in paradise with the people you love.

But instead I am here leaving pretty much all the people I love. Don't get me wrong I love Ellena and my dad it's just for the boys it's little different.

We start walking around the airport only to find a group of familiar boys sitting in the waiting area. 

"Hey El they're over there." I gesture to the boys sitting in the plastic blue chairs.

I gently drop my bags on the ground, running up to everyone.

I see Ellena instantly going to Calum, both of them have tears beginning to form in their eyes. Fuck I hate this part.

I start to go towards Luke but then someone pulls me back, Ashton.

"Oh no,no no missy I want the first goodbye." Ashton gives me his famous cheeky smile.

He embraces me in a tight hug. His scent is very strong, nothing but Axe. But honestly, I love the smell of Axe it's just guys have to put the right amount on.

"I'm going to miss seeing your face in the audience, Franky." He stated.

"Ashton, I went to one concert." I chuckle into his shoulder.

"Ha shut up." He sarcastically says. Ashton pushes me towards Luke "Go hug your boyfriend weirdo." He jokes.

Luke opens his arms really wide and I instantly engulf him.

"Why hello beautiful girl, who are you?" Luke coos.

I giggle at his mark "Lucas I'm your girlfriend don't you remember me? I've traveled through so many forests to find you." I gasp, trying to play along.

"My name isn't Lucas!" Luke pouts. Awe poor kid he thinks I care.

"I love you so don't pout." I kiss him on the nose as an apology.

"I do not except a nose kiss I want a real kiss." He makes his voice in a high pitch tone, trying to act cute.

I shake my head at the way he is acting but plant my lips on his anyways.

With Luke being on tour I cherish every single moment like this. Not just the kisses, every hug, small chats, and silly jokes. It may sound beyond ridiculous but it really isn't.

He brought me out of my thoughts by pulling away. The loss of contact makes me shiver. I need him always, the kisses we share never last long enough I swear.

"Fight 17 is boarding in 15 minutes. Please get your bags check if not already. I repeat flight 17 is boarding in 15 minutes." A lady shouts through the speakers in the airport walls.

My heart sinks to the very bottom of my stomach. I feel like I've gone down enormous drops on a roller coaster.

I turn my head to Luke slowly; already feeling the tears stream down my face. "L-luke-"

"Hey don't cry its going to be okay. I've told you this so many times but I don't care. We will make it through all of this. Franky stay strong for me, okay? I love you and that all thats matters right now, you hear me?" Luke has tears streaming down his face too. I'm so sick of crying and see the people I love cry.

"I love-" I get cut off.

"Flight 17 is boarding in 10 minutes. I repeat flight 17." I'm getting sick of that bitch. Yes I know I have to leave most of the people I love behind in 10 minutes, I know.

"I uh better get going then. I love you Luke good luck on the rest of tour. I'm so proud of you, your going to make it so big one day. I just know it." I peck his lips one last time for a very long time.

I hug the rest of the lads and say my goodbyes. Ellena picks up my suit case for me, we link arms and we walk away.

I turn around to see one last look of them, Luke is on his knees with his head in his hands.

Every tear he sheds breaks off little pieces of me heart. 

"Ellena I never want to do this again." I choke out.

"Do what again, visit the boys?" She's crying with all of us too. Well not at the moment but her eyes are shiny and blood shot.

"No I mean leaving them like this. I mean Luke's back there on his knees sobbing. It- it just breaks my heart to see all of this happen." I've finally calmed down a bit.

"Yeah I get that, I really do. It doesn't feel right at all. It really shatters me inside to just fucking cry all the time. It really wears at me quiet a bit. But honestly what can we do? Nothing as of right now, not until tour is over."

She's right, there isn't damn a thing I could do until tour is over.

Luke's POV:

Numb, I am numb. I'm just sitting on floor picking at the strings in my ripped jeans.

"Luke mate c'mon we have to leave to get on the tour bus." Michael squats down by me and pleads.

"I don't want to go on the tour bus I want to be with Franky. I want to be on that plane with her right now but I'm not." I calmly state.

"Luke get off your ass right now! I'm so fucking sick of seeing you mop around. We all know how you feel; you aren't the only one having to deal with leaving love ones. Now toughen the fuck up and come with us to get on the tour bus." Michael almost shouts at me.

My eyes instantly widen at his actions.

"Fine I'll get off my ass but don't you dare tell me that you know how I feel. You don't know shit about how I'm feeling right now." I say through gritted teeth.

Nobody knows anything...

Nobody.

A/N: I wrote Luke's POV while listening to sleeping with sirens. Did it help the effect..yes?...nah? Lol idek.

Love you beautiful 5sos lovers!

...until next time!