Acceptance

Why I wrote This trilogy

Many of you wrote me thankin me for writing this series especially the first book love yourself. When I first started writing this I never thought it would take off like it did I wont even front I struggled so hard in the begging because I really didn't understand the logistics of writing and using proper quotation but after a couple chapters and seeing others write mines began to progress. As a child from elementary all the way to like 8th grade and even 9th I was teased made fun I and judged because I was bigger than the other kids and it was crazy because I was the sweetest girl never talked to anyone but my few friends and what was even crazier was the fact that even the other girl my size picked on me. I remember I had teacher talk about me I was in the 6th grade and tried out for cheerleading all she wanted us to do was a cartwheel the splits a summersault and high kick I did all that and damn near did them perfectly do y'all know she told me I couldn't be in the team because she didn't think the uniform would fit me properly. My momma cussed that lady clean out lol I remember I was in the 8th grade and this girl that was my size was like"I bet the only letters Jessyca knows in the alphabet is KFC" that shit hurt my feelings for real I went home crying that day cause they picked on me so bad called me musty fat girl and a bunch of other stuff like I knew none of it was true cause I washed my ass everyday but it still hurt. Mind y'all I'm grown as hell and I still get talked about like my Ex gf people use to dog me out and I went off but I was in the wrong for saying something back I just laughed and shook my head I could never understand why people use to try they best to make me feel bad. That was why I wrote this because I was struggling with my self esteem and I wanted to kind of tell my story of how I use to get teased. A lot of these things I wrote about I've experienced was I jumped yes did my best friend betray me and do me like everybody else yes she did and it hurt the only that didn't happen for me was I didn't marry or have kids with the man I loved he moved to Alabama. In Self Love the abuse Lea experienced I experienced that was why it seemed so real because it was I never knew my dad either and when I did meet him he didn't stay in my life long and in acceptance I'm more so Riya than Lea because with acceptance not only was I learning to accept my size but also my sexuality.

I hope @nene1014 don't mind me putting this up but it's messages like this that helped me realize what I was doin and the message that I was trying to send was getting through to the people that really needed. No matter what size color or sexuality you identify with you are ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL no matter WHAT anyone says. I love you guys I truly do

JAYYBEV😘😘😘✌🏾️✌🏾✌🏾