Acceptance

Chapter 5

The way she looked into my eyes and asked the question I could see the vulnerability in them I knew she been through a lot and I dint want to be the one putting her through even more heartache "I don't want to lie to you so yes she is my "girl" but I don't feel for her like I feel for You and she tries to make jealous by being all on me like she do" I explained she sighed "I figured that much but why her why not anyone else she won't let us be friends and I just want my friend back I miss you Nick" I laughed and looked at her "Damn I'm Nick now" she smiled "What I was mad you just dropped me like a bad habit so I told myself I could only call you Nick see" she showed me her phone I felt hurt because she had changed my name "Well friends or not you are always my chunky butt" I said seriously she tooted her lips "Yea right you probably changed ny contact name to my full government" I laughed at her accusation "See for your self" I slid her my phone "Is the password the same" she asked I nodded she typed in the four digit pin which is the day we met and went straight to my contacts "You weren't lying" she looked at me "I'm sorry I walked away like I did but I felt like it was the only way to stop feeling the way I was about you I couldn't stand to be around you every singe day sleeping over and talking to you 24-7 with out falling deeper in love with you" I told her telling her the reason I had to take a step back she looked at me with tears in her eyes "But you don't know just how much you walking away hurt me" I looked at her face and I swear I could feel the hurt radiating off of her "Chunky butt I'm sorry baby I never meant to hurt you" I put my hand to her cheek looking at the crap she had on her face "Can I ask you something" she nodded "Yes go ahead" "What's with the new look" she laughed and hid her face "Honestly" She asked I nodded "I wanted to get your attention" she admitted I smiled "You don't need all this to get my attention" she smiled but then stopped "Well I guess you can get ready for practice see you" she said I nodded and got out the car knowing she was hurt by Demi being my girl honestly she asked me or should I say blackmailed me by threatening to hurt Riya and tell Lea about me and Riya I couldn't let that happen so I did what I had to do.

Going into the gym I changed into my practice uniform "Did you fix the mess you made" Gabby asked coming to stretch with me "I don't know Gab" I shook my head she smacked her lips "How do you not know man is yall back cool or nah" I laughed at how ghetto she sounded then shrugged "I guess" we both got up and started to practice. After practice I walked to my truck and got in I sighed hearing Demi's ringtone blare from my phone I had plugged up "Yes Demetria" I answered in a annoyed tone "Hey I'm trying out for the dance team at star studios. was wondering maybe you could support me" I took the phone away from my ear looking at it she can't be serious I swear she tries to be just like Riya or better but it won't happen I put the pho e back to my ear "Nah I'm straight I'm kinda beat from practice" I heard her sigh but I didn't care the truth was I didn't want to why support you when you never supported me "Please Nick if I was Riya I bet you would come" I shook my head "Yea yu right I would but your not so I won't why you trying to dance anyway you ain't got a rhythmic bone in your body" she started t fake crying "Why are being so mean I support you and I never talk about how dumb I think your extracurricular activities are r how bad you are" I didn't say anything else I just hung up started the car and went home.

Riya....

"5...6....5678" I counted down as the beat started and watched as the class moved in sync "Excuse me" a all to familiar voice said it i turned to make sure my ears weren't deceiving me "Ummm....Demi what you doing here" I asked trying not to sound to harsh "I came to try out" she said in a duh tone I gave her the you can't be serious face but to my surprise she was "Umm ooook I'm gonna play a song you freestyle and show me what you got" I was walking to the radio when I heard the dumbest thing come out her mouth "Freestyle I cane to dance not rap" the class laughed and I tried hard not to so fixing my face and turning towards her I said "Exactly freestyle dance to the song the word isn't just used for rap battles" she looked dumb founded I just chuckled and cut on Rocket by beyonce and sat back waiting for her to start hen she did she as trying to do ballet towels and falling all over the place I stopped myself from laughing "How about we try something faster" I switched the song to 24 hours by teeflii she got up and started to dance again this time worse than the first she was of beat and all over the place I cut of the music "Alright stop stop stop" she stopped "So what you think" she asked smiling like she did good "Ask the class they were the judge" I said that only so she won't feel like I said no cauae I don't like her "So class what y'all think" I asked they all looked at me like I was stupid I tried not to laugh "No offense but Demi is it baby girl you have no rhythm so the answer is how can I put this nicely leave before you break something" I laughed Demi huffed and left I pulled out my phone and shot Nick a quick message before I got back to work.

ButterCup: Yo girl was just in here making a fool of herself lol....

I slid my phone and got back to class "Alright let's go 5...6...5678" I hollered out and the class got right back in to step. After class I grabbed my bag and hopped in my car I plugged up my phone blasted No type bobbing my head to the beat driving down the street the music stopped and my phone went off I stopped at the red light and checking my messages.

From ButterCup: Smh oh well

I laughed at the text and tent my music back on hopefully with the talk we had me and Nick can be back cool I honestly miss her company yes I do want her in a different way but she's with Demi and I'm no home wrecker. Pulling up to the house I took a deep breath preparing my self for this talk I was going to have with my parents I would call Nick to come for moral support but I feel like I need to do this on my own and in private. Going in I called my parents "Mommy daddy" "We in the kitchen baby girl" I heard my dad say I put my bag down by the steps and walked into the kitchen "Daddy" I squealed he laughed and kissed my forehead " hey mommy" I said just as happy she gave me a look "What you trynna get" I laughed "Nothing mama I just missed you that's all" she side eyed me before saying ok and going back to cooking "Dinners done pumpkin get your brothers and sisters" I ran to the steps and called them down going back to the kitchen I figured it was now or never "Mom dad can I talk to y'all in the front room real fast" they nodded mom gave the kids they plates then walked behind me to the front room. "What's up baby" dad asked I played with my fingers "Have a seat please" they both sat down and I sat across from them "Before I start I want to say you guys did an amazing job raising me and I love everything you have done for me" my mom went into instant worry mode "Is everything ok baby" she asked I smiled "Everything is fine....this is hard for me and I hope you will love me no matter what" I looked up and both of them taking a deep breath "I like women" I finally admitted out loud and I sat back waiting fir the reaction.

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Short Chapter

They talked

Are things going to get back to normal with Nick and Riya

Riya finally told them

How did you think they will react

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