Never The Same ✔️[Completed]

Chapter 11

The next day, I actually had a small moment during class, causing me to yell loudly, thinking that everyone was calling my name and telling me, "Ha ha ha, Oliver will find you and won't let you go this time." At first I ignored it, but it got louder and louder. Everyone did look at me before looking at the teacher to see what she'll say about it, but all she said was, "Do you need a moment to calm down, Keisha?" This isn't the first time I had a moment in her class, but it might not be the last. This is actually the second time, but the first time was very small. I actually started to freak out when my brain tricked me into believing that the teacher said, "You're a slut! You slept with your sister's boyfriend! Ugh, how pathetic!" I yelled, "Shut up!" But no one really cared that I said that because that came out as I'm trying to focus and someone's bothering me. That happens a lot.

Well, I got home, skipping the chance to go to Miracle's house again. I'm too embarrassed to go back there. I feel like she feels weird talking to me since I gave her little information when she wanted to talk more, then I totally ignored her when she was talking to me to calm me down when I started to randomly cry. I did eventually stop crying and sat far from her so that she doesn't see me like this, but she understood, although I still think that she feels like I don't like her.

Bryan obviously wasn't home yet, but I did text him that I came home instead of going to her house. I got more texts from Unknown (basically Oliver) but I didn't read them, I just ignored them. I'll make Bryan check them when he comes home. I went into my room and started to do my homework while listening to music on my phone, but it was hard to focus when I constantly got message alerts from Unknown. One time, I thought that one would be Bryan's and accidentally read one of unknown's. "Hey baby girl, your sister was good in bed today, but don't worry, she can't replace you." The message read making me cover my mouth, tears filling my eyes. I launched my phone into the wall before balling into tears.

I can't believe that they had sex! The guy who raped me had sex with my big sister! That's just sick! I can't believe that she gave it to him.

I called Bryan, but he didn't pick up, though I had to call him with the house phone since my phone is probably dinging still and probably cracked or broken.

I tried calling him again whispering to myself, "Please pick up...please pick up...please pick up...please...ugh, no good!" I threw the phone at the wall before running into the kitchen, boiling with anger. I started to throw glass plates on the floor before grabbing ketchup from the fridge and squeezing it all over, fully read to kill someone. I'm so fucking angry right now! I can't believe that he said that he will never leave me and that he'll always be there to protect me, but instead he doesn't answer his calls!

I took a popcorn sachet before putting it into the microwave, typing the numbers 10:00 and pressing start. I left the fridge and the freezer open before falling onto the ground and sobbing loudly.

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When Bryan eventually got home at 8 PM, he told me that he had a important meeting, but I began to punch him in his chest before saying, "No! You lied! You left me! You didn't come back until late and now I hate you!" He looked hurt from what I said, but instead he took a deep breath and asked, "Did you take your pills?"

"No! Fuck you and these pills! Get out! Get out!" I yelled before pushing him to get him out of my room, but he was stronger and didn't move. "Mamas, come on, I'm so sorry. Please understand. Plus, I thought you would be at Miracle's house, so you would be safe. I read your message 2 hours ago, when the meeting was over. I'm so sorry." He said sincerely before hugging me tightly. I cried and whispered, "I was so scared and you wasn't here. I was so scared."

He whispered into my ear, still hugging me as I cried onto his shirt, "I know, and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

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