Trust { Niall Horan }

Chapter 30

"You did what?!" Niall bellows punching the wall beside him causing me to flinch at the cracking sound. I was pretty sure it was the wall breaking but it could've been his hand as well.

I had told him what happened between Liam and I once Jase had went home and he wasn't happy at all. I was hoping he wouldn't react this way but I should've known better. Nialls anger always flared up even at the smallest of things. "I...I'm sorry.. Babe I really am. I was being stupid... I understand if you don't want to be with me anymore." I choke out as tears start to fall. I knew this was my fault and I shouldn't of let it happen.

Niall gently rubs his temples screwing his eyes shut letting out a slow breath before looking at me. "No, I don't want to do that. I can't leave you." He says in a shaky voice as he tries to control his temper. I go to take a step towards him to try and help but he puts his hand up shaking his head.

"I don't think that's a good idea at the moment." He says as he stalks over to my kitchen looking through the cabinets until he finds what he was looking for. Alcohol. He yanks it out along with a glass and fills it up before taking a long swig from it. He stands there for a few minutes drinking from the glass before setting it down and motioning for me to come to him.

I take in a deep breath before forcing my legs to work. "Ye...yes?" I stutter a bit as I watch his body language to try to figure out his next move.

He doesn't say anything, he just grabs me by my arm and pulls me over to him before crushing his lips against mine. The taste of alcohol was clear as he kissed me a bit more forcefully. I didn't like this one bit, I knew he was doing part of this because of the alcohol and the other was him trying to forget what happened. I try my best to push him off of me and when I try that he instantly lets me go his mood changing in an instant.

"You disgust me." He spat pushing me away from him causing me to stumble back as he grabbed his glass along with the rest of the alcohol walking off into my living room. A small squeak leaves my body as the sound of glass breaking rings through out the apartment along with the soft curses coming from Niall.

"I'll get it." I mumble as I grab a broom and dust pan to sweep it up with. I could already tell that this was going to be a long night but I wasn't sure what was going to happen. All I knew was that I needed him to stop drinking. I've seen him pissed and drunk once before and it didn't go well so I had a feeling this might be like last time but I was praying it wasn't.

I gather up what I need to clean up the mess and make my way to the living room. First I see Niall sitting in the chair with his glass in one hand and the alcohol in the other. I frown at the sight but look at the floor to see glass scattered across it. It was my favorite vase. The flowers that were in it were now laying on the floor as well along with the water. I let out a sigh as I get to cleaning ignoring any comments Niall was throwing at me. He was getting drunker with each sip.

"Riles, come here." He says sounding a bit annoyed.

"Let me finish cleaning this up." I say as I try to hurry and get all the glass up off the floor but as I'm doing so I hear him get up grunting and grumbling about something.

"I said come here." Niall says a bit more forcefully causing me to jump a bit dropping whatever was in my hands.

I stand up making sure not to step in any of the glass that was still there and make my way over to him. "Yes?" I say as nicely as possible giving him a small smile.

He grabs my hand and yanks me over to him gripping my ass as he does this. "You love me right?" He says going from mad to hurt in a matter of seconds.

"Of course I do." I reply as he just stares at me. His face suddenly twisted up in a fit of confusion when he notices something on my neck. Shit, Liam left a hickey. I try to gain Niall's attention again but it's too late. He once again shoves me away from him but I catch myself this time.