Chapter 9

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JB POV
I want to know why Haeyeon is acting so cold towards me. She've been like this for few days. Got7 still kind of reject Jisoo's present, it's killing me inside. After hanging out, Jisoo will start saying how they don't like her especially Jr. All i could do was comfort her.

I have to admit, the way Haeyeon treat me now really hurts me a lot. We've never been this distance before, everything seems weird. So i decide to talk to her.

Meet me at the rooftop after school
-Jaebum 11.23am

I messaged her, hope she will meet me there. "Who are you texting?" Jisoo ask from behind. "Oh, nothing, manager hyung just text me." I lied. I can't let her know i'm meeting Haeyeon, i don't know why i just can't let Jisoo know. She shrugged off what i said and we head back to the classroom.

As i step in the class, i saw Haeyeon sitting alone with her cold attitude. I seems to not know her anymore. I walk to my place and wait for the teacher to come to start the lesson. I hope the talk later will work out.

HaeYeon POV
I was enjoying my books, it distract me from all the pain i feel. I felt bad about treating Jaebum like that but i really need time to forget my feelings towards him. I don't want my heart beats for him again when we talk cause i might cry. I don't want my heart to beats for him again when he's around cause i can't control myself from getting near. Just then my phone beeped.

Meet me at the rooftop after school
-Jaebum 11.23am

He texted me... should i go? After all the debating in my mind i made a decision, i'll go. I continue reading until the class started.

It's lunch time and all the student rush to the cafeteria as if their life depends on it. I packed my bag and was about to leave, Jisoo is standing in front of me. "What part did 'stay away' you don't understand?" She ask with her arrogant voice. I look around Jaebum was nowhere to be found and the class is clear. "You think i will corner you when peoples around? How pathetic." Jisoo said and her little follower starts to laugh. "What part did i say 'don't touch her' you don't understand?" Jr spoke out of nowhere. Jisoo eyes wided when she saw Jr and Mark.

"Haeyeonnie!" Mark called and went beside me and pull me behind him as Jr follow him. "If one more time, i'll be sure to tell JB about it and you will regret." Jr said. Jisoo eyes was teary. Then Mark and Jr brought me out of the classroom to the cafeteria.

In the cafeteria, our table was quite and tension was present. Mark and Jr keeps sending daggers stare to Jisoo while the other enjoying their food silently. Jaebum keeps stealing glances at me to check whether i really eat my food.

"Haeyeon noona, are you free tomorrow?" Yugyeom ask and Bambam was giving me this puppy eyes. "I guess so... why?" I asked. "Come and see us practice!" Jackson says enthusiastically. I thought for awhile and nodded with a smile. They all cheered like it is planned except Jaebum who stays quite with Jisoo. "Oppa i want to see you practice too." Jisoo said and Jaebum faced her and nodded with a smile. And here it goes, my broken heart. After lunch we all went to class.

Time flies. It's class dismissal. Jaebum looked in my direction trying to remind me about the meet, i just nodded as a answer. After i packed my things, i went to the roof top where we will meet.

JB POV
I ask Jisoo to go home first cause i got practice. Yes i lied. After sending her to the gate, i act like i was going to the company. When she is not seen anymore i ran back to the school roof top. As i open the door, i saw Haeyeon standing enjoying the view. I was mesmerized by her looks with wind blowing her soft brown hair and sun shining on her skin. My hearts beats faster. Why don't i feel this when i'm with Jisoo? I came back to my sense and i need to talk all the problems out.

"Haeyeon-ah." I called her, she turn around and look at me. I walk towards her, my heart is beating faster every steps. "Why are you avoiding me?" I ask as i was in front of her. But she just stare at me. Tears flows down from her eyes. "Did i do anything wrong? Is it because i didn't spend much time with you?" I ask all the possible reason, but she still didn't answer. Her tears is still falling. I had this sudden urge to hug her and i did. She cried harder and i let her. "You know how hard is it for me." She said between her sobs. I stayed quite listening to her. "Why do you keep making me feeling like this?" She continues. What did i make her feel? "I love you Jaebum!" She said. I was surprise, but i wasn't pushing her away instead i hug her tighter.

I love you. This three words strikes me. All the time she has feelings for me? Why do i feel happy? Why when Jisoo accepted me i wasn't feeling this. She broke the hug and wipe her tears. "Now everything is being said and let's let it over." Haeyeon said. I had bad feelings about this. "Let's stay friends." She held her hand out. Wow, friend hurts a lot. Wait what am i thinking. "Friends." I force up a smile and shake hands with her. "I'll get going." Haeyeon says and leave.

The three words is bothering me. I thought about it through the night. "What keeps you frowning?" Youngjae ask. "My feelings." I wasn't holding back telling him since we are roommates. "Jisoo?" He ask. "Nope." I shook my head. "You like Haeyeon." He press on the fact. "What?" I was surprise. "We can see it from the way you care for her and looked at her." Youngjae said with a smile. "You know why Jinyoung is mad?" Youngjae ask. I shook my head. "Cause you are not doing what you feels real and one more thing that i can't tell you." He said. I didn't know what to say. "Figure it out yourself, don't regret." He said and patted my shoulder and went to sleep.

I was analysing my feelings. The answer is yes, i love Haeyeon. I just admire Jisoo, but i mistook it as love. I need to clear things between me and Jisoo. It's better to end it early before Jisoo putting too much feelings on it.

Sorry Jisoo, the one i truely love is Haeyeon.

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