onsra // a shawn mendes fanfiction

nine

m a d d i e

sundayyy night technically Monday at 3:23 a.m.

"hey buddy." I said as Blake answered my FaceTime.

"tell my why you're calling me at 3:30 in the morning." he said sleepily through the call.

"couldn't sleep." I said happily.

"doesn't look like you tried." he said and I looked at myself in the little picture that showd how I looked to him.

I was in nice clothes, had my makeup fully done, and my hair was in French braids.

"yeah I didn't try but I was bored and not tired so." i explained.

"you know we have school tomorrow right?" he asked.

"yeah it's a real bummer." I said sadly.

"how was your date with Shawn mendelis?" Blake asked with complete seriousness.

"mendes. and freaking amazing." I said, "thanks for setting that up."

"you really like him, huh?" Blake asked.

"yeah I think I do." I smiled and Blake did too.

"aw little maddie has a crush." Blake teased in a baby voice.

"shut up. I do not have a crush. he's just a really good guy I like a lot."

"would you sleep with him now?" Blake asked.

"what?" I asked.

"you said you'd never sleep with him a few days ago, would you now?" Blake asked.

"I think it's time to for me to go to sleep right now. on my own." I said clearly.

"alright, night."

"night blake." I said ending the facetime.

I stood up off my bed and performed my usual night time routine.

I took off my makeup, washed my face, brushed my teeth and changed into a big tshirt.

I turned off my bedroom light, got into bed, and crawled under the covers. I grabbed my phone and answered all my snapchats before going to bed.

after putting my phone down I fell asleep thinking about my feelings towards shawn.

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buzzzzzzzzz

I woke up to the god damn sound of my alarm and quickly turned it off. I groaned shoving my face back into the covers and closing my eyes.

after about 10 minutes of feeling bad for myself, I figured it was time to get up and get ready. I stood up and rampaged my closest.

I'd never actually been one to try and look good at school, but for some odd reason I really wanted to impress shawn that day.

I put on my skinny jeans and a white, flowy, long sleeve top. I slipped on my adidas all stars and walked over to my bathroom.