onsra // a shawn mendes fanfiction

sixteen

m a d d i e

friday 😛🤘🏻

"maddie, can I talk to you?" I heard a soft voice say from behind me. I was standing at my locker, getting my things.

"shawn." I said turning around and looking at him.

"come outside with me?" he asked and I stared into his eyes for a second.

"okay." I finally agreed and walked outside with him.

the sky was gray and it looked like it might rain. we sat down on a bench outside of our school and he looked at me.

"do you know how sorry i am?" shawn asked.

"about what?"

"about everything. im sorry that I slept with somebody. after meeting you, I've been trying to change. and honestly, it wasn't that hard with you. you were the only girl I thought about, the only girl I still think about. I'm sorry that I let that get away from me." shawn said and I could tell he was genuine.

"can I ask you a question?"

"anything." he said to me.

"why do you act like somebody you aren't?" I asked.

"what?"

"you sleep with girls, you break girls hearts, you're rude to girls. why? shawn, you have so much going for you. you're sweet, you're attractive, you're a great hockey player, and your singing voice. oh my god, you could do such amazing things with that voice, shawn. it's like you feel that you need to put on this face to make people like you. I just wish you would show everybody who you really are." I said and he broke our eye contact to look down at his hands.

"that's scary, maddie. if I suddenly change who I act like I am, then who am I? I have a reputation here. I'm shawn mendes," he chuckled, "shawn mendes doesn't do girlfriends. I can't just magically be someone else."

"well I don't do fuckboys." I said standing up, "let me know when you're ready to show everyone who you really are."

I walked back inside and found jay standing by my locker.

"hey." he said.

I smiled, "hey."

"what's wrong?" he asked me and I gave him a confused look.

"you look sad." he said.

"I just talked to shawn." I explained and jay nodded.

"well um, do you remember that girl chloe?" jay asked and I nodded.

"well, after you left that party she started talking to me and we sorta hit it off and I was wondering if you could give me her number. I might ask her to prom."

"I'll give you her number but I swear to god if you ask her to prom over the phone that's it we aren't friends anymore." I joked and he laughed.

"okay. I won't don't worry."

I have him chloe's number and he smiled.

"thank you, you're the best." he said walking away from me.

I got the rest of my things and shut my locker. I walked away from my locker and made my way over to ari's.

"hey." I said leaning up against the locker next to hers.

"hey. youre coming with me and brit tonight right?" she asked.

"coming where?" I asked.

"dress shopping? for prom? oh my god you forgot!"

"oh, right! yeah sure I'll come." I said and she looked at me with a questioning expression.

"who's your date?" she asked me.

"who's your date?" I asked.

"todd stevens." she answered confidently and I shifted.

"I don't have a date." I said.

"shawn didn't ask you?" she asked me.

"do you not remember when he slept with some random girl and I got mad at him?"

"I do, but that was like a week ago. old news man. " she said.

"old news, huh?" I laughed

"yeah. I mean you guys totally are still into each other." she said and I rolled my eyes.

"well he's obviously not into me that much. considering he couldn't even stick to one girl for that long. "

"hey I bet you're the longest he ever has stuck to one girl though." ariana say.

"yeah probably." I laughed.

"but hey, proms still a week away. someone could still ask you." 

"yeah I guess so."

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at the dress store !!

"so what're you gonna do mads?" Brittany asked me as she looked through all the prom dresses.

"I'm gonna make myself look bomb as shit so a certain someone knows what they're missing." I shrugged and she laughed.

"damn."

I looked through the dresses and found a gorgeous, long, white and gold dress.

"oh lord I need to try this one on." I said and ariana and brittany looked at it.

"that's hot." Brittany said.

"that's so you!!" ariana exclaimed.

I walked back to the dressing room and looked at it.

"What's you guys think?" I asked coming out of the dressing room.

"mads you look bomb as shit." Brittany said and I smiled.

"then I guess I'll get it." I said and ariana smiled.

"you look gorgeous!!" she said.

I bought the dress and left after Brittany and Ariana picked out their dresses. I was feeling happy about this dress. I was gonna look bomb as shit in it.

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ah i can't wait till my senior prom that's gonna be hella hype