m a d d i e
friday
"so listen, i was thinking." shawn said walking right up to me as i stood at my locker.
"well hey. " i said in reply.
he opened up his locker and started getting his books out. he put them in his backpack and turned to me. he held my hands and rubbed his thumb on the side of my hand.
"do you wanna go out with me?" shawn asked, taking me off guard a bit.
"what?" i asked, not fully understanding his question.
"do you wanna be my girlfriend?" he asked again and i smiled slightly.
"you serious?" i asked with a soft laugh.
"yeah i'm serious." he smiled back at me.
"then, yes i would." i replied.
his smile widened, which made mine widened too.
so,,,, shawn mendes is my boyfriend now. what?????
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end of the school day ayyee"hey." shawn said walking up to at the same place i was before. at my locker.
i was putting some books away, taking some books out, you know the usual. but when shawn walked behind me, i turned around to face him.
"hey." i smiled.
he put his hands on my waist, "so we're dating now, huh?
i chuckled softly, "mhm."
he pulled my body closer to his and we backed up into the lockers.
"which means i can do this, right?" he said holding his face inches away from mine.
"mhm." i said at almost a whisper before he put his lips on mine.
it wasn't a super heated kiss but more of a sweet gentle kiss. first of all, because we'd be freaking suspended at my school if we had a super heated kiss in the hallway. and second of all, because that's kind of odd to do in front of all these people that you barely know, yet see everyday.
we pulled apart after being irrupted my the sound of someone clearing their throat. we both looked and mr. walker, my favorite teacher, was standing in front of us.
"i'm supposed to write you up, but since i made this happen i'll let it go." he said we both looked at him with confused facial expressions.
"you haven't forgotten, have you?" he asked and shawn and i looked at each other with no idea what he was talking about.
"i was the one who made you two chaperone the middle school dance together. after maddie complained about it and asked me to pick somebody else. you're welcome for not doing that, by the way." he said and a big smile grew on my face.
"thanks for not listening to me, mr. walker." i laughed and shawn smiled.
"yeah thanks for not listening to her." shawn added giving me a dirty look.
i laughed pushing his shoulder softly and his expression changed to happiness.
"i'll be on my way, then." mr. walker said.
"see you later!" i smiled as he walked away.
"so," shawn said turning around to face me, "what're you doing tonight?"
"oh! i was actually gonna go grab something to eat with tony. you can come if you want." i offered nicely.
shawns eyes narrowed slightly and i laughed, "i'm kidding."
"you're mean." shawn said returning to his locker to continue getting his books.
"anyways, i was planning on working on an essay tonight" i said and he looked at me.
"an essay?"
"yes."
"all night?"
"yes, all night." i confirmed, "why do you ask?"
"i don't know, i was thinking we could do something, " shawn smirked, "but you know, if writing this essay is what your wanna do.." shawn said almost sarcastically, keeping a smirk on his face.
"i'll consider my options." i answered back confidently.
he leaned in and whispered, "choose wisely." he said before kissing me gently. he then walked away without looking back.
"holy shit." i said as blake walked up next to me.
"you guys facebook official now?" blake asked.
"yeah," i smiled.
"proud of you." blake patted my back before walking away, "see ya."
i smiled to myself as i shut my locker and left school. it was a good day.
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lol literally my logic on weekends is to not sleep on friday or saturday and then sleep all day sunday it works you should try it.
and i'm not saying this to be like omg i'm so cool weekends are lit like no half the time i'm doing schoolwork that's late and half the time it's cause me and my friends want to like go to random school dances for schools that we don't go to lol nothing wild.

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onsra // a shawn mendes fanfiction
Fanficonsra (n.) the bittersweet feeling that true love won't last