onsra // a shawn mendes fanfiction

nineteen

m a d d i e

like 35 minutes later

at this point shawn and I had stopped feeling sorry for ourselves and began to have fun.

I was sitting up against a wall and shawn was lying sideways, with his head on my lap.

"I sang in front of our entire school for this?" shaws joked and I laughed looking down at him. this kid even looked hot sideways.

"yeah probably wasn't worth it, huh?" I chuckled.

"I didn't sing for prom, I sang for you. i am with you right now, aren't I?" he asked and I smiled.

"you are."

"totally worth it."

"did I ever tell you how great that was?" I asked and he nodded with a soft laugh.

"yes. lots of times." he answered and I responded with a laugh.

after a few seconds of no words, shawn broke the silence.
"thank you." he smiled shyly looking up at me

"for what?" I asked.

"for believing in me." he said and I smiled.

"thank you for giving me something to believe in." I said to him.

he sat up and looked at me. I looked back at him and soon found myself leaning in towards his lips.

as our lips connected, we both turned our bodies towards each other's.

next thing you know, I'm on shawns lap, straddling him, and making out. shawns hands held onto my sides as I moved my hands from his cheeks, into his hair.

the kiss was passionate, and I didn't want it to stop, but when the closet door opened, I jumped off of shawn in shock.

"oh, come on." the janitor said slapping his leg.

shawn and I both stood up, "sorry." I muttered walking past him.

"hey, do you know where the paper towels are?" I asked turning back at him and he glared at me.

"that's what I'm getting right now." he said rudely.

"okayy." I said awkwardly before walking away with Shawn.

"don't have sex in here again." the janitor yelled after us.

as soon as we left him, we looked at each other and burst out into laughter.

Blake walked up to us.
"hey guys..."
he started the sentence cheerfully but awkwardly trailed off towards the end.

"what've you guys been up to?" he asked examining me.

"we got locked in a closet." shawn said nonchalantly and I laughed.

"so you guys thought it'd be a good idea to have sex?" he asked and I gasped.

"why does everyone think that?" I asked laughing a little bit as I look over at shawn.

"you both have messy hair and puffy red lips." Blake said, "and your dress is messed up." he said to me.

I looked down and straightened up my dress before flattening out my hair. I looked over at shawn and fluffed his hair.

"ok we're good. and blake, we just kissed a little." I laughed and started to walk away from him.

shawn followed me laughing and whispered in my ear, "a little."

I giggled as his response which is odd because I DON'T GIGGLE.