onsra // a shawn mendes fanfiction

twenty one

m a d d i e

SAME NIGHT but at like 5:21 in the morning :))

after our little thing upstairs shawn and I returned to the party and had fun with our friends lol.

at this point shawn was lying on the ground with his head up against the wall and I was standing up in the middle of the room. most people had passed out but a few people were still awake.

"I Bet I can walk on my hands." I said and Shawn laughing rubbing his eyes.

I was pretty wasted. shawn was not.

"I bet you can't."

I did a hand stand and stayed in the same spot for probably 4 seconds.

"BAM." I yelled standing up and shawn laughed shushing me.

"you gotta be quiet you're gonna wake up people." he told me and I chuckled.

shawn stood up of the floor and lied down on the couch.
"wanna lay down?"

I sat down with him. 

"im a vegan." I said to him.

"no you are not."

"yes I am."

"what even is a vegan?"

"someone who only eats leaves."

"but we just had pizza."

i looked at him with a confused expression as he said those words.

"lay down." he said to me and I did exactly that.

I lied down next to him on the couch and placed my head on his chest.

the second I closed my eyes was the second I fell asleep. goodnight.

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NEXT MORNINGGGG

I fluttered my eyes open and was greeted my a sweet smelling firm chest. shawn. I highered my gaze and met shawns eyes.

"good morning." shawn smiled. why did he look so good last night was crazy.

"I don't know about good." I said lying my head back down on his chest.

"morning." Shawn replied in the same tone he had the first time.

I smiled to myself. he's funny.

"you know half the people that slept here have already gone home." shawn said.

"why? what time is it? " I asked him.

"one thirty." shawn said and I groaned.

"damnit I gotta go home."

"well get up then, will you?" he joked.

I sat up and looked at him. he's hot.
I got off the couch and walked around the room trying to get all my shit together.

Shawn picked up his bag and watched me, "hustle."

I gave him a death glare and he laughed, "take your time."

i put my hand on my chest and felt that my necklace wasn't there.

"oh my god." I said starting to panic.

"holy frick lord please help me." I said getting on the group searching for my locket.

"what's wrong?" shawn asked me but I didn't answer him.

"I can't- I- I can't lose this." I said as I felt my eyes burn with tears.

shawn grabbed my hand and repeated in a soft voice, "what's wrong?"

"my necklace I can't find my necklace." I said.

Shawn reached towards my neck and pulled the necklace out from behind my neck.

"it was just twisted." shawn said placing in where it belongs.

I let out a sigh of relief and even laughed a bit at myself for freaking out so much.

I picked up my bag and looked at Shawn.

"let's go." I said and we started walking towards the door.

we said bye to everyone before leaving and getting in shawn's car.

"fun." shawn said as he started the car and began to drive away and I chuckled.

"fun." I repeated.

a few minutes later he took a look at me.

"is that the necklace your dad gave you?" shawn asked and I turned to him.

"how'd you know?" I asked.

"I remember it. I saw it on your dresser that one time and you told me it was you and your dad. member?"

"yeah I remember." I smiled.

"you must miss him a lot, huh?" Shawn asked and I nodded.

"yeah. I worry a lot too. " I said, "I don't want anything to happen to him."

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when shawn pulled up to my house he turned his head to me.

"sorry we got locked in a closet." shawn said and I laughed.

"no, it was fun." I replied and he smiled.

"yeah, I thought so too."

"okay, well thanks for everything. prom was more fun than I could've imagined." I said and he smiled.

"you're welcome." he replied.

I leaned in towards his lips but moved to his cheek at the last second and gave him a kiss.

"see ya." I said getting out of his car. he laughed shaking his head and I shut the car door walking towards my house.

one might think I kissed him on the cheek and not the lips because I was trying to be hard to get, maybe even a tease. but to be completely honest it was just because I knew my breath smelt like shit.

I walked in my house and dropped my bags by the door. I walked into the kitchen and stuffed my face with food.

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idk how i feel ab this chapter it's ok