onsra // a shawn mendes fanfiction

quick intermission

ok so i have so much to say ab my age and basically everything i hate ab it but what's new habebebrldf

but recently i've especially been thinking a lot ab the age group of highschoolers and how much it has changed over the last couple years. first off, it pisses me off how much boob size plays a role in relationships now. guys are so blinded by boobs they could be dating the most bitchy girl and they wouldn't care. but i mean there's not much to say ab that bc guys have always loved boobs and always will

but on another note nudes have taken over and it's so so bad. the fact that middle schoolers are expected to send nudes is the most terrible thing i have ever heard in my life. if u tell an impressionable 13 year old girl that that's normal and that's what would make her cool, she's gonna do it. and it has become so casual and so underwhelmed it's fucking crazy. i've met several guys that i liked a lot and had great conversations with but as soon as i said no to nudes they peace out. it's fucking idiotic how much appearance has to do with relationships now. if two people are hot and have good bodies, they date. their feelings are based solely on looks meaning their personalities don't have to be compatible at all. which leads to the fact that instead of being in love and talking about things they really care about, they hook up. all they have in common is their sexual desires and im telling you guys right now, making out with a guy you think is hot is nothing compared to making out with a guy you love. and as far as the whole nudes thing, you are literally revealing your naked body to somebody to make them feel good. sending a picture ur boobs to a guy is simply giving him something to jerk off to. that makes him feel good. when you show somebody your body, it should first of all be in person, and second of all, with someone you trust. your naked body is almost like a secret and when you give it to somebody you should be aware that you are giving your complete self to them. the more of a secret your body is the more exciting it will be to reveal it to someone. if you are someone who really gets around, your body eventually becomes old news. nobody cares about it anymore, because everyone has seen it. it's not a secret and it hasn't been for a while. idk dude sorry these thoughts are super unorganized but it's late and i just have a lot on my mind. ok anyways i'm gonna go to bed now i have a huge math test tomorrow kms haahbsbrh.