An Ocean For Me To Drown: Bellarke One Shots

Did That Just Happen

"It's been two years since you guys first moved in together," said Raven as she brought in tons of beer. "That's a good enough reason to party for me."

I laughed. "Yeah, sure. Two years living with my best friend and worst nightmare!"

Raven raised her eyebrow at me. "Oh, please. Bellamy is eye candy and everyone knows you are, too. I'm surprised you're not dating yet. All the years of hate and teasing was clearly you two just hiding feelings. And now you're best friends! Why not date? You've been single for years."

I sighed. "In the beginning, yes. I hated Bellamy and I liked him. But now, living together changed us. We're just, in sync. We know every detail about each other. Hell he has even done my laundry at this point. It's just comfortable. Why complicate it by trying to be together?"

"Hmm," Raven replied. "So basically, you're married, but it's a sexless marriage. Honestly that's sad. I hope you've been making good use of the toys I gave you for Christmas."

I smiled and blushed. "Yeah, by the way did I thank you for making me open an entire bag full of sex toys in front of everyone? Because I could thank you now with my fist," I laughed.

"Whatever. As long as they get you by since you refuse to touch your sexy ass roommate." She sauntered off to the kitchen to get ready for the little party, that would start in an hour.

The party went great, everyone calling their cabs home. Bellamy and I quickly straightened up enough to go to bed.

"Night, Princess. I'm buzzed. We can finish cleaning in the morning." Bellamy said.

I smiled. "Yeah I think I'm going to turn in, too. Night, Bell."

We both headed to our rooms, but I couldn't sleep yet. I was pretty buzzed, but my back was hurting. Maybe a bath would help. And who am I kidding? It had been awhile since I had gotten off, and that always made me sleep better. I tiptoed to Bellamy's door and I heard light snoring. I grabbed my toys and went to fill up the tub, adding tons of bubbles.

I sighed as I slid into the hot water. I instantly felt better. The bathroom was steamed over and comforting. Bellamy was sleeping soundly. I reached for my toys, instantly knowing where I would get my inspiration from tonight.

A few weeks ago, when we went to the lake. Bellamy shirtless, diving into water in his low hanging swimsuit.

I turned on my vibrator and teased myself, just playing with my entrance. I imagined that sexy smile on Bellamy, right in front of me. I imagined it was his cóck at my entrance, his eyes heavy as he fought himself for control, wanting to tease me, but needing to be inside me. I moaned and arched my back as I teased my clít, needing his tongue instead. Chills covered my body as I panted. I pushed the vibrator inside of me, the ears vibrating my clít. "Bellamy," I moaned as I squeezed my nipple under the bubbles.

"Mm-hmm," a person cleared their throat behind me.

I jumped, trying to turn the vibrator off. My cheeks were burning ad I finally turned it off. I wanted to drown.

"Okay, I know I'm not THAT drunk, Princess. Did I just witness what I think I witnessed?"

I swallowed. Drown myself or go in a limb and brush it off in a non-Clarke way? Brush it off. I cleared my throat and pulled the plug, letting the water drain. I turned to face Bellamy. "You witnessed what you witnessed. If youll excuse me, I need my towel," I said, walking naked towards the counter top. I wrapped myself in my towel and practically ran to my room.

I panted against the door, trying to slow my heart rate. He catches me masturbating to him, so I get up naked?! Idiot. I wouldn't be surprised if he wanted a new roommate. I heard his door shut, and I calmed down.

Oh well. Whatever happens, happens. I dropped my towel and got into bed. I shot up right. I forgot my dildo in the tub! Shit. I grabbed the towel and wrapped back up, easing my door open.

"Did you forget something?"

All the blood left my face. Fuck. "Yes, actually. Thank you for retrieving it for me. If you're done embarrassing me, I'm going to bed now."

Bellamy put the dildo behind his back. "Not so fast, Princess," he said, his voice thick. "Why don't you tell me what you were thinking of when you were playing with this?"

"You," I bit out.

He flipped the vibrator on and closed the space between us. "That much I know," he said, rubbing the tip of the vibrator against my already hard nipples. "But what about me?"

I tried to control my heart rate and breathing. I could feel his breath, that along with the vibrator would have me dripping in minutes. "A few weeks ago, when we went to the lake for the weekend."

He pushed me against my door frame, running the vibrator up and down my stomach. "Hmm, so you enjoy me shirtless and wet. That's definitely a starter, but it wouldn't you have you moaning my name," he said as the vibrator barely touched my clít. "What were you thinking when you moaned for me, Clarke?"

My mind was swimming. I was so confused. I was hot, panting. My mouth dry. "I pictured you, teasing my entrance, making me squirm." The vibrator was now at my entrance as he net my eyes. "I pictured you sliding all the way into me when I moaned for yo-ah!" He turned the vibrations up as he slowly teased me.

"Mm." He turned me slightly and backed me into my room. He pulled the towel from my hand and let it drop. "Shit," he whispered. He sat the vibrator on the bed and slid his hands up my arms, down my chest, slightly cupping my swillen breasts. "So beautiful," he whispered as he pushed me backwards.

I raised my head and watched him as he disappeared between my legs.

The next morning I woke up in his arms, still naked.

     "Did that really happen?" I asked out loud.