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»melanie»

i heard a knock on the apartment door. "i got it!" alaya said and i bit my lip, knowing what was going to happen. i heard the door open and then i heard a scream.

getting out of my room, i saw josh with a single rose in his hand. alaya was looking back and fourth between us.

"the hell happened between you two?" she asked and i giggled. i gestured josh to come in. "could i get an autograph? oh my sweet baby jesus you're hotter in real life!"

"sure you can, but i have so speak with melanie first. and thanks?" josh scratched the back of his neck and walked towards me. i looked down, i was wearing basketball shorts and a long sleeved nike shirt. josh was wearing leggings with shorts over them and a loose shirt. he held my chin up with his index finger and held the rose right next to my face, "for you." i took the red rose and smelled it, i loved the smell of roses.

alaya hung out with us for a while, finding herself quite bored of josh. i heard a few clicks and alaya ran into her room, laughing, then shutting the door.

"don't get crazy!" she yelled. josh blushed and i grinned. i took his hand and led him into my room, closing the door behind us. i set the rose on my nightstand. josh was admiring all the posters on my wall. he looked at me as i leaned against the door.

"i'm really sorry, mellie. tyler didn't mean to." i shrugged and blushed at the nickname.

"it's okay. i totally forgive him." i said and he walked towards me. something caught his eye on me and he rushed to grab my left arm. i looked and saw there was blood seeping through my shirt.

"why are you bleeding?" i bit my lip and avoided his eyes.

"ah, nothing, just the cat." i lied and started tearing up.

"you don't even have a pet, melanie." he pulled my sleeve up and gasped, "mel-"

"don't act like you care. the voice told me i'm not good enough to even think about having a boyfriend." the tears started to fall down my face and i faced the door to cry into it. josh turned me around and put my head on his chest, resting his chin on my head, he started to rub my back. "you need to leave. you're not even my boyfriend and i wanted to kiss you." i said muffled into his chest.

"why's that? so you could hurt yourself again? i don't care if i don't even know your middle name, i'm not letting you relapse. i also don't care if i'm not your boyfriend, i'll kiss a cute girl when i want to." he cooed and i sniffled. i looked up and saw his eyes red and puffy, tears threatening to spill. "i'm not crying, i swear." he lightened the mood and i smiled.

wrapping my arms around his neck, he held my waist with his giant arms. "may i get that kiss now?" i chewed the inside of my cheek regretting what i just asked.

"not yet." he took my left arm and kissed each cut, making sure to avoid the undried blood. my face was full-on red now, he put his arm back around my waist, "may i get that kiss now?" he mocked and smirked. i rolled my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck once again. he lightly pushed me into the door, our bodies close together.

"will tyler interrupt?" i questioned, looking into his beautiful eyes.

"nope." is all he whispered before he locked the door and pressed his lips against mine. i quickly responded and shut my eyes. i felt like i was flying. my stomach was all the way up in my throat. josh fiddled with the hem of my shirt, barely touching my skin, he felt the goosebumps and smiled into the kiss. he bit my lip softly, i gasped as my heart beat sped up. his lips felt like heaven, they were extremely soft, and the way they moved, so gracious.

i released from the tensed kiss, needing more oxygen. my fingers were tangled into josh's hair. we were staring in each other's eyes. "that was..." i couldn't find the words.

"hot." josh breathed out and i scrunched my eyebrows down, laughing. "i'm really tempted to do that again." i leaned my head in, my lips brushing his, he closed his eyes and i smirked.

"you thought." i turned him around and walked to my bed.

"you goddamn tease." he shook his head and smiled. i sat down and patted the space beside me. he sat next to me, "don't hurt yourself ever again, melanie. if you ever have ideas about it, just call me, and i'll be right here, okay?" i looked at him, his expression was serious.

it's hard to take such an adorable face so seriously, so i smiled. and hugged him. "okay."

"a-are you sure?" i asked, raising an eyebrow.

"yeah. it can't be that bad." i faked a laugh and grabbed my phone, unlocking it, i opened wattpad and searched my library. i gulped clicking on it.

"let's take turns reading it. i'll go first." he nodded and laid on my bed.

'"the rain," tyler says.

josh nods, slowly...'

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"i am not reading the frickle frackle scene!" i yell and laugh, throwing the phone at josh. he sighs and starts reading in an uncomfortable tone.

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by the end of the book, josh and i are sobbing. well, i'm sobbing. josh secretly slipped a couple tears. "the fudge just happened?" he sniffled and i laughed.

"i told you! that book messed me up." i exclaimed.

"how many fanfictions are there?" josh questioned.

"too many for my liking." that's an honest answer.

"i hate it." he whispered and threw my phone at me.

"same!" i threw my arms up. i was laying next to josh in my bed, i'd have to say this moment right here, was perfect.

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zAMN.

that happened ;3

soRRY ABOUT THE FOREST FIC SCENES OML I WAS ABOUT TO SOB WRITING THIS. i will never listen to that song the same way i did before.

stay alive, fren |-/