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this pic is so bootyful i cant explain.,

when your kaybae doesn't spam you w/comments five minutes after you publish a new chapter. i am w o r r i e d.

"my life is a meme." -josh dun

same jish, same.

//JOSHLER FIC COMING SOON!//

imma try to make this chapter detailed and dramatic prepare yer anus.

dont yell at me if theres any errors im sick this is an exception chapter bc you got two in one week. i'm a nice person <3

lemme stop talking ok,,,

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»melanie»

josh and i headed back up to the hotel, both of us smiling and blushing like idiots. i let my hand loosely hang on the side of my neck where josh left a hickey, that being my punishment. it was pretty obvious josh had a "daddy kink". he's always posting stuff about it on his twitter. plus, he even has a shirt that says the exact words, 'dad'.

i shook my head at the thought and grasped his hand with my loose one. his coiled smile beamed at me. we walked through the hotel hallways of the rooms. just silently, no words were needed. his actions proved enough. josh took me under his wing and provided protection from both alaya, and for shelter.

my life used to be a sloppy brown color. sometimes even black. it reminded me of all the bad things. the color my room used to be when i sobbed at night. the color of my dad's beer bottle. the color of my dried blood. the color of my dad's belt. the color of the notebook i wrote in. it's all i saw, too. everything was brown-black. (b l e a c h)

then alaya came in. she left. now i'm with josh. joshua william dun. the drummer boy in my favorite band. he's my nirvana, my happy place. and after all the fan-fictions i read about josh dun with an anonymous person, i could count myself as those people.

i snapped out of my deep thoughts and noticed josh holding his phone, angling the camera at me selfie-wise. i looked up and smiled at the camera, kissing his stubbled up cheek. he stuck his tongue out before the video ended and captioned it, 'no need for words with this girl ✨'. he put it on his snapchat story and locked his phone, getting out the card to enter the hotel room. we walked in and saw jenna and tyler on the couch, snuggling and giving each other kisses here and there.

"cute." josh and i said in chorus, we looked at each other and laughed. i walked into my room, josh surely following behind. i sat on the vanity chair where i left my makeup bag. i grabbed concealer and put it over the hickey, josh leaned against the wall beside me and smirked.

"i did that." he bragged.

"no shit." i rolled my eyes and finished, putting it away. he came up behind me and rested his hands on my shoulders while i was still sitting. his eyes gazed over me through the mirror, as i did the same with him.

his eyes started to glaze up and he looked down, clearing his throat. "you alright, joshie?" i asked running my fingers over his large hands. he nodded, slowly.

"just thoughts." he pointed to his head and rolled his eyes.

"i see. you can talk to me, you know." i smiled and he kissed the top of my head.

"i'll keep it with me for now." he smiled back and walked out of the room, skipping a little. i shook my head, laughing to myself.

his eyes were glazed up, not because he was sad. but he was happy-sad. he was smiling perfectly. but there was defeat in his soul somewhere. i got the feeling, too. it's like you want to be sad for some odd reason, then someone just makes you happy and your feelings overflow. he was thinking. thoughts can be disturbing and scary, they build up so fast and you forget where you even started with them. you could be thinking about cookies and end up really depressed. i know, because that's relatable to me.

everyone's scared of even thinking at some point in life. and it's absolutely okay.

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it was time to leave for four miserable days. i was going to take an über to the hospital my mom was at, leaving my car here for someone to pick up.

the tourbus was going to pick me up right after the concert, and then we're heading off to the next destination. i had all my bags and was waiting outside for my ride. josh was next to me holding my hand. "you understand that if anything happens, just call me, right, doll?" i squeezed his hand and lean into his side, slouching a bit.

"i know, josh. make sure you facetime me, too. i'm gunna miss you." he kissed my head once again.

"i will be timing the face," i looked up at him and flared my nostrils, trying not to smile, "i gave you tyler and jenna's number. don't pull an alaya." i cackled and felt his chest tremble, indicating he was chuckling.

"of course, josh." i heard footsteps run out of the glass doors and felt two bodies jump on me.

"we love you mel! thanks for taking care of josh, he's very annoying sometimes." tyler exclaimed and jenna laughed. i did my best to put my arms around them and josh joined the hug.

"you guys are dramatic, i'm leaving for just a little while. now get off before i fall." i said. we all laughed and split apart. i saw my ride show up and i kissed josh's lips lightly. my bags were put in the trunk and i stepped in the car, sitting down.

"bye melanie." they said in unison.

"bye guys!" i shut the door and watched josh blow a kiss to me.

this boy has something planned.

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YEAH JOSH WHAT DO YOU HAVE PLANNED HMMMMM?

lmao that's for me to write and for you to figureoutwheniupdateee!

update is happenin' either tomorrow or next week.

love you bbys <3

stay alive, fren. |-/