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BAHAHAHAHA YOU GUYS THOUGHT IT WAS OVER BITCH nOpE!

i hope you got that "these [messages] lyrics aren't for everyone, only few understand" line. it's not that hard. but i am clever, right? okay i'm here to make your emotion-(-al røadshøw)-s flip again bYe.

"there's always that fear of your own head and the things your going to think." -tyler joseph

»josh»

"joshie? joshua!" i heard a female voice, my back shot up from the bed. i noticed i was slightly sweaty and my breathing was unpredictable. melanie's hands were scattered on my chest. melanie's hands?

i scoot myself back with my lower body, "no, you're not real! you're dead, you're dead!" i yelled and shook my head. her expression was changing and my eyes were too watery to catch a glimpse of it. i couldn't look at her.

"oh no, josh. you had a nightmare, a horrible nightmare. i'm right here, see?" she touched me and i sighed, desperately trying to calm myself.

"please don't leave me. please?" i managed to squeak out, my voice cracking. i sounded like a fool, but i didn't care.

"n-no, joshie i will never ever leave you. don't even think about that." melanie wrapped her arms around me and nuzzled into my chest. i pulled her legs around my waist and held her, breathing into her shoulder.

i felt her placing light kisses on my collarbone and i huffed a breath out. she went up and up to my jawline, and we met each other's eyes.

"you're not going to lose me. so, please smile. i don't want to see such a handsome face sad." i grinned at her delicate words, afraid i'll hurt her if i'm not happy.

i heard my door open, "whoops!" i heard jenna and my looked at her, "sorry for interrupting, but we're going to eat breakfast in a little." melanie looked at her and back at me.

"she pulled a tyler." she whispered and i snickered, remembering that night.

"alright jen, we'll be out soon." i answered and jenna smirked, looking quite confused, then shutting the door.

"i'll go change." melanie hopped off the bed and i sighed.

"i can't come with you?" i asked, pouting my lip and making puppy-eyes.

"you had enough of me yesterday. i saw you trying to put your hand up my dress on the ride home." she winked.

"dammit." i grunted as melanie started walking out, i sheepishly followed her, my hands behind my back. i saw jenna and tyler on the couch, i put a finger to my lips and they smiled.

once in melanie's room she didn't notice to see me, which was shocking. until she said, "josh i know you're there. you are welcome to leave." she laughed and went through her suitcase of clothes.

"fine." i held out the 'e', and walked back into my room, shutting the door.

i got my favorite 'nasa' shirt and slipped it over my bare chest. then, taking my basketball shorts and boxers off, (oh man i'm fangirling just by writing this hElP) i walk to my suitcase and took out ripped jeans with new boxers. after putting all my clothes on, i walk to the mirror behind the bedroom door.

ruffling my hot pink hair, i pulled a beanie over my head and sighed. i can't look decent, like tyler, for a change?

my thoughts didn't last long, because i knew he would disturb me. i opened my door and walked out to the couch.

"morning babyboy, morning again jen." i said sort of lifelessly. tyler looked up at me, questioned.

"morning, jishwa. you alright, man?" tyler asked and i sat next to him.