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biTCH WHATTHEFRICK IS THIS BOOK WHY DOES IT HAVE 6K ?? i'm- i- i'm...

excuseme,, couldyoupleaseleave?

nono don't leave meh pls i'm a lonely salmon ??

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"'all i do is vin vin vin no matter what' that's vin diesel giving himself a pep talk." -josh dun

i stan this quote vv much thanks,,

okay sorry for the shitty a/n herE

WAIT HERES A WARNING!! there mite b sum matchurr kontent (;

»melanie»

time skip about two weeks wOoOwOoOwoOSh

it's been about two weeks on the tour for me, and i'm finally going to the concert with the best seats of all time. they're in the vip section backstage, where tyler and josh walk through between intermissions. hell yeah!

»josh»

hell no.

i'm not ready. what if i mess up in front of her? she'll never love me again.

i need to calm myself. she's probably seen all my fails that i've done in the past. all the 'what if's' were crammed inside my brain.

i wanted to ask her to be mine on this show tonight. but so many things could've gone wrong. i wanted our relationship to be a little private, since there was a tremendous amount of hate once i confessed my love to her. that plan was like it was glued on the lens of my eyes, and it's all my brain registered.

i hated it, but loved it at the same time.

»melanie»

it's only two hours until the concert and i'm on my phone in the dressing room, with a pretty much naked josh. and, god, it was so hard to not stare. his shorts were way too low for my dignity, and his back too beautiful for my soulless heart to handle.

i only got a couple glances while he was walking around the room doing little exercises. jenna and tyler left the room, which made josh a little sad, looking like complete fools. god knows what they're doing now. we barely made any conversation, which kind of worried me.

"josh?" i breathily asked.

he snapped his head to me, his cheeks flushed pale, "yeah?"

"are you okay? you look so...worried, almost." i stood up and held his cheek in my hand, while he took the other in his giant one, rubbing my knuckles with his thumb.

"i-i'm fi- it just always happens before concerts. you know, sometimes i just worry that there's going to be a crowd full of people booing when i start drumming." i furrowed my eyebrows down, confused at why'd he would think like this. they've sold out so many shows, and people, like me, adore this drummer who's naive to this topic.

he doesn't get how many people love him. so i said, "do you know how many people think of you everyday? seriously, when i was a teenager, i listened to you guys. and i can't explain how many times you were the one who i thought about meeting. i love you so much, josh. don't worry your precious heart." his face inched to mine and he planted a tiny kiss on my lips.

"thank you mel, i love you too." he whispered and i hugged him tight.

"you're welcome, dunny." he pulled away from the hug and raised an eyebrow.

"what'd you call me?" his cheeks were immediately painted a soft shade of pink. i bit my lip, holding back a smile. he looks so adorable, i just want to kiss him.