Limits. (Zak Bagans Fan Fic)

Strange Feeling.

I rushed outside, pulled Zak away from the pool and managed to slam us both down on the ground. Zak grunted in pain as I was suffocated by his weight on me, such a perfect weight.

"Am I squashing you?" He wiggled his bum down on my legs.

"Sadly no, move please" I rolled from underneath him and helped him back up.

"You look sad Veronica. Tell Zachary all about it?" He pulled up a chair and struggled to sit down but he managed.

"What makes you say that?" I sat across from him and bit my lip.

"Instead of wiping your tears, wipe away the people who create them." He smiled.

"Mm very wise Zak." I laughed and if I didn't laugh I'd cry and hell no was Zak Bagans seeing me cry.

"Life is rough enough without expectations of someone else, to be who they need you to be. Fuck man I'm struggling doing 3 shows, keeping my museum up to date, keeping my home life sane. How could I invite anyone else in?" He shook his head. "Can I have a drink please?"

"Water?"

"No, something hard."

"He only has wine or bourbon?" I bit back.

"And the crowd goes wild for a bourbon, please love?" He made kissy faces at me and I got up and fled to get him a drink.

I came back out and gave him his drink.

"Now Veronica how is perfect Carter?" He took a sip and a smartass smile took over his face.

"Fine." I crossed my arms.

"Hostility. What happened?" He scooted closer to me and held my hand.

"Nothing, this is my issue and I really don't want to discuss it with you." I pulled away but he was much stronger than me.

"Fine next subject, Bacon told me you had a crush on me. Veronica that's cute" he teased.

"Maybe I did. Not now." Yes I did, more than ever now!

"Aw cut Veronica, you cut me deep." He held his hand over his heart and moaned. "Why would you hurt me?"

"Zak you don't drink, tell me why you've turned up here drunk as a sunk?" He didn't look at me. "You know if you look carefully at people's eyes, the first five seconds they look at you the truth of their feelings will shine through."

"And Miss I-know-all what did you see? Give me a reason that'll be pathetic and wrong."

"You allowed someone to hurt you again, maybe tonight you were suppose to meet up and you were holding onto the idea of rekindling that love but she didn't fall through? Or did she not turn up?" I must've been right because Zak stood up and flipped his chair and stomped inside. "It was a wild guess!" I chased him satisfied that I had won.

"My my my working with dead bodies you must be good to ready people." He went into the guest room which was my room and started to strip off.

"You know this is my room?" I ran over to hide my personal belongings.

"Clearly it smells of you" he sniffled.

"Do I smell bad?"

"No you smell sweet, floral scent but a hint of darkness I love it." He started to walk towards me, my face was flushed and my back was hitting a wall, I couldn't go no further and Zak was still creeping up on me.

"You're drunk. Let's get you into bed." I adverted my eyes away from him as if he gave me an inch of him I'd go all the way and take a mile.

"Goodnight Veronica" he mumbled as his head lowered into my neck, his breath vibrated through my skin sending an instant feeling between my legs a crave.

"Goodnight" I panted and left the room needing air, air that was consumed of Zak.

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I woke up around 3am to sounds of Zak screaming, I rushed out of bed banging into walls until I got into his room. I noticed he was still asleep and remembered back to when Jay mentioned his night terrors, he also said he couldn't be calmed either.

I rolled my eyes and went by Zak and held his hand, I panted his back and hummed a little melody that would put me to sleep when I was little.

Zak rolled around a few more times before settling down and going back to sleep peacefully. I was thinking 'phew my job is done' but I couldn't pull my hand away from Zak's. I guess I'll be here for the rest of the night, atleast I'll be here for his next episode.

I laid next to Zak and covered myself with a blanket and tried to sleep, I was scared to sleep incase he had another night terror and I'd miss it or he'll wake up and push me out of bed.

So I was awake for the whole night watching him sleep peacefully, his face squished into the pillow, his hair flattening. He looked his purest, just by looking at him my stomach was holding an entire zoo, I had butterflies and elephants roaring inside of me.

What is this strange feeling? And why am I getting it from Zak?